E-Ricole-Ray

1.5 years again !

2011-09-23T19:22:00.001+08:00

Remember my post below ?

Look like just happen and feel that Im blogging daily !

Actually is over one year and a half .... Unfortunely , is being fired .... So aweful that being fired by company ! Basically better say that I terminated by company due to rules and ... The cheng ! Haaa ? If I said those person name , now my mind when im now reading it , will turn out something .... I think damn alot ! I ask myself to forget n forgive , somehow .... I fail ! At last , I think all I need is God , and I deal with this case " I will drive my car into the place and drop a hi to HR ! and said thanks .... , Im already a pilot ! "

GOD ! YOU ARE MY LORD , IM YOUR FOLLOWER !

A topic of A person !

2011-03-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

Why I will do this ?
Why I will know those thing ?
Why why why ...

Something there's no link !
Totally no link about it !

A person I chat from thought be friends ... Even buddies !
But because of some caused or his mindset ?
I dont know why will until that way

A word let go is tough !
An action is tough to made but I ready on it
Really ready and see he doesnt seem to be like that ?!?!

Why not go and try others ?
Maybe a better person from dragonboat ?
Maybe a smile of me find a better one !?!?

Row it and swap away ...
The way he did !
Really ....

Gotta be silent and think about now and future !
Bye bye

-.- ...

2010-08-23T01:12:00.005+08:00

Wow ... it was a long time no blog ... what this account haven't suspended ?
Whatever ... Why I'm here today ? is all because of ...

I WANNA FLY !!!

Suddenly , I feel like wanna fly ... I found a flying club near Seletar there ...
The subscription fees and entrance fees was killed me around S$ 3,000 + ...
somehow every month need to pay S$ 100 as a member fees ...
somehow every flight for an hour pay $ 230 ...

Let's say I fly 2 hours in a months ...

( S$ 230 x 2 = S$ 460 ) + S$ 100 = S$ 560 for a month !!!

A month fly 2 hours ... a year fly ... 2 hours x 12 = 24 hours only .... so total I spent ...

S$ 560 x 12 = S$ 6,720 ............ -.- ....

........ .........

Nothing to say ... God know what I want ... All I believe is FOLLOW HIS PATH'S DIRECT !
........

I met a guy from work recently and ... I feel like he is one of the person ... that I can't really don't wanna talk to ... because of what ?
because of what ?
I wondering ... and stunt a while because of every moment he did as what I never seen ....
Well , God told me to be normal but I didnt listen ...

Plan to go UK working ....
Plan to join Singapore Flying Club ...
Plan to leave the person without any words ...

God Bless me and lead me the way !!!

Jesus really is my marvelous person ever ... all I need to do just HAPPY in my life and be POSITIVE in my mind ... He sure will give whatever things you want ...

He gimme a lot of customers' compliment recently ..... so that's I don't know what he's doing now but I believe one day , all this stuff that I earn which he gave sure will use up one day ...

A miracle of Jesus !

.........

2010-06-14T00:08:00.005+08:00

I don't know what I should say now ...
After the expression I received , then I sudden feel like ... " you are nothing " !...
Well .... erm ............ at least I already try my best to do it ...
I just need to be strong onwards ... and step back !

Don't know how can he yelling like that way ?
I even don't know he will ... seriously !
Just nothing to me ... save up my money as soon as possible lax ...
people think im blur enough ... and better leave lox ...

Well ... just comment ... and God Bless me on my wish for applying air traffic controller !

I want !

2010-06-04T15:07:00.002+08:00

I want a mac pc
I want study now
I want sleep now lox
I want go home play TS3
I want fly a aircraft
I want produce my music myself
I want have my own studio
I want become pilot
I want design simscity game
I want go take circle line mrt now
I want become gym fit guy
I want be with God daily
I want go other beauty island for a trip
I want my own plane
I want my results out now
I want to know hows my future

A good reason !

2010-05-15T14:38:00.003+08:00

I want mild seven light for my birthday !
Watever ~ thanks god i controlling myself not taking it yet but pending till further notice ! ( what the heck ? )
lox , eh ! I dream to be as composer songwriter arranger lyricts anyting but is tough after i went to a place and found a person named Desmond You ! Erm aik with me and he keep asking me , " Wat u wan nw ? "
I dont know wat i wan now but i just hope i can create a satisfactory song or music by myself ! My part of the dream ~ I need someone to backup me for the knowledge of every music sound system and idea ! Somehow i find no one but lucky he gimme some idea and explanation instead of record my own track for $3,000 , he advise me go and buy a music system eqiupment to learn by myself to create my own song ! Erm better instead of just recording , at least still can sell the equipment if dun wanna play it ! But i dun tink so i will ~ and i need apple pc ! Wow ~
by my august month , wanna present myself for this stuff !

Well
I dreamt im walking on a white sand , theres a hut ! Sold soda and coconuts drink ~ theres a guy and lady stand there chatting ! I walked towards at the counter asked for mild seven light ~ and the lady lid the cigratte for me and i ........
WAKE UP ~
lox

God bless me and everyone
My first music - battlefield of words is under arranging for further published ! Due to my vocal was sucks , my rythem and tempo need adjustment , and need back up music player ~
thanks

Back to last time !

2010-05-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

I ever think about be a composer , songwriter , be a music arranger in the studio ...
Am I gonna go for it ?
I don't know about it after I sometimes didn't go out with friends recently and I saw a music clips from Youtube ... a composer - David Choi , who out his own album in few years and a song heat me up and compose a song named " Battlefield Of Words " ...
Just sing and play and rythem ... Lyrics was sucks and don't know where's my old " composing " spirit went to ... just lost my way on the lyrics .... totally losing ....
...
Hold on
Dont stop your breathing
I see your dreams and
I feel them too
Hold on
Dont lose your faith
I know you cant break
Im hoping and praying for you ... ( David Choi - Hold On track )

song rythem was awesome and was great to hear it everytime I online ...
So I did done my compose and everything ...
Verse and pre-chorus was lousy but chorus is meaningful ... that's no bridge for me ... just keyboard but I heard my third recording have a great rythem on it ... need to re-arrange again !
well , tomorrow go recording studio for arranging and discussion !

There's quite a number of studio in singapore !
cheap ? I can't find any of them but I need someone who willing to discuss with me and some sort like sharing ... that's important ! ...
Majority the recording + mixer + re-arranging = $ 1,000 +++ well ...
erm ... just 1 track lox ...
quite ex ... and I also not so prefer my this track as well ....
Prefer to the song I always sing for nothing .... means when I was working , I sing a song with great rythem and lyrics but when came home ... forget liao ..... huh !~ ...
Already 10 years ... since 1999 my first first first rythem compose called " finally " and " How can I make you feel to realize " , I still remember this both of the song cause my first track composing project ><
....
tomorrow go for studio to make a discussion and look for my first first composing ( really first composing with my own chords , lyrics and rythem ) .... is at Tiong lox ... took 851 then ....
and also need to record with my own rythem before find them ... ><
huh , abit like ... erm , is it me to go for this thing ?
Part of my dream in my life to go ... and I just step in and check it out ...
Wish me luck
God bless and Let Lord Lead me and the whole world !!!!

it was a day !

2010-04-25T00:37:00.002+08:00

What if a guy helping me all the way and said " we must finished it all together " , it means the guy was so steady enough without think anything of himself ! And it wont happen to me cause my place here there is no such person ! So i need hook all the things in the faster way but always nagged or pointing by someone ! Lox
sometimes i need to accept those kind of words instead of i keeping saying people ~

tired today , need somebody talked to but nobody i can dare to find ~ and i choose a person named Jesus !

Let all of yours words keep in my mind and a fire soul keep me praise you as mighty ! And heard your voice to be part of life's note , thanks God giving me an angel and everyday with food and life , and bless all around the world's human pray for you ! Let Lord lead me the future and others ! My pray is from the christ named of Jesus , Amen ! Love God ~

I miss those time !

2010-04-22T14:51:00.004+08:00

When it comes to friends' gathering , is part of my life to enjoy ! I just can laugh chat and do anything what i want ~ they are part of life ~
since 3 to 4 years knew each other , they changed alot compared with my 6 years buddies ! Erm ~ just a feeling of words from my heart !

Yesterday we all me aik kenneth and ade went bugis for shisa !
" do your friend tell you wat is shisa ? "
yap ! Is a water smoke !
I reached a bit late but somehow i get my spec for my coming d n d event on following week monday ! We met and walked around 10mins walk and reached then start order and shisa came and just try ~ ok lax , nothing big matter ~ hock came late , cos his gf at his house ! Lolx XD ~
erm just at there for 2 hours bax !then homed ~
time that we spent was short sometimes i even dun knw wat are they talking between each other ! But im glad and happy with them ~ i didnt ask much ! Cos God giving a batch of good buddies ~
well next week labour week lox
got to shop for d n d !
God bless me and everyone and let Lord lead me the way ~

The Day In Warren ( 5 )

2010-04-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

Working there ... is part of life and noted as a memory day !
The day I went before , I scolded and alot of done to people ... and now is paying back to me !
My first day till now keep let people pointing and scolding lol !
And I don't know why , my temper wasn't burn anymore ... don't know why ! ... Isn't because of something ? I don't know ...

I'm like part of them and part of the team member !
Talked about the management , ... I can say should be ok to me cause is systematic ... and compared to my previous job , is nothing to say ...
Talked about the job I worked , ... it is awesome and I still can face it cause compared to my previous job , is totally speechless ... and I don't wanna show off and keep comparing over here ... just felt that I proud to be working there ... ( Why I don't want work inside there in my first job lex ... )

Today is Saturday ! Is busy day ...
Sure not in the noon , but in the night , ... messy around and just too over busy , somehow need to control the cleanliness and maintain the standard ...

And also took the shuttle bus go out club having lunch with my captain , senior colleagues , and supervisor ! They're awesome cause all is Malaysian and one is China , ... they are great ...
Basically yesterday night they had the event going pub at Tanjong Pagar , I rejected cause I need to go visit the old colleagues ( Megabites ) cause one of the colleague from China will go back to his hometown due to permit was over , terminated ! Just a farewell dinner ( considered supper ... ) rush to Buona Vista after working 10 pm ... lucky there still have a train back to my place ... ><

So soon , coming for more event and activities ...
3 May - Staff Annual Day , have D n D dinner at club and 16 May - go one of the JB's island ... soon !
Waiting or those both event ...

Anything or whatever ...
Just thanks Lord giving me part of this path to walk towards ! ...
Let Lord Continuous Lead Me and Blessed everyone all around the world ! ...
Bless +++ Loved !

the day in warren ( 3 )

2010-03-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

so it comes - you cant tender your resignation letter cause ......
There are alot of explanation !
And I just stuck a moment for listening !
Busy day today ~
quite ok ! If not busy lifes such boring ~ just waiting to earn more money ! So cut costs for going out and fun ~ theres only way can save my money and studies !
Kevin Rudolf and Brian Mcfadden comes out their first co-operate single hits ~ just say so ! will blog it nxt time cause nw i hp blogging ~ cant attach the file via u tube ~
so theres nothing more to say just do it the best and may god bless all around the world and Let Lord Lead Me !
Earth day drop on today , save the world by switching off the electricity stuff from 830pm to 930pm ! God love us

the day in warren ( 3 )

2010-03-25T15:42:00.004+08:00

I should do the best for the day coming !
Changi Airport get the best airport in asia ! So famous lox ~
sure will step in it and be part of their team !
So tired in the life ~ want sleep and rest lox !
God bless and save save save !
Let Lord Lead Me and everyone ! Love

The Day in warren (2)

2010-03-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

can i add on ?
Lox
erm should I say ~ can i just additional some ?
Lex lamn and nonsense

whatever ~
yesterday off day !
And i plan to go CISCO for an interview lox ! Sure i make it in the end for the interview ~
should be a great way that look something new lox ! Apply for the job and fill up the application form and sign a bundle of document and exam ! Theres are 2 questions for answer lox ! I get 6/10 lox ~ is quite blah blah on it ! Interview was damn fast without measure my height and weight but asking me ! Eye sight everything lox ~ they need to train me for 6 to 8 weeks for physical training ~ they will pay me for basic pay for those 2 months but if i failed to do so i need to pay them back for 2 months ~ as well law and enforcement course need to pass lox ! Working day like 2 day time for 12 hours per day and 2 night time then 2 off day ! All standing lox ~ blah blah then i considered by friday ! They want me but just let me considered ~ just the interview so too fast !

Plan to quit ~
but alot of blah blah lox
be actor much more better or other jobs lox ~ whatever anything just do it first then see and save money ! Only way lox ~

watever it is
Let Lord Lead Me and everyone !

well well well

2010-03-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

erm is a day again ~
yesterday was damn busy as i still confusing on the table and dun knw how to for the order ! It might be a bit blur due to nobody guide me even and just self learning for taking order and i should be do the best for others cause it is seriously short of manpower ! Anyone wanna work as a partimer lox ? The benefit damn great and me myself got so surprise on it ! So because of my future as a pilot and air traffic controller all i need is to save a great amount of money for studying the controller course ! I wanna ask a person who knows bout this thing well ! Got to email him lox ~ so the night of yesterday damn busy till i cant stand anymore ! I was too long never standing ! Yeap and then comes the suffer ! Lox ape mah
watever it is it should be great today working and a bit confuse and sotong ! The chef was so frustrated and keep yelling and scolding ~ i know that situation before as uncle john always did this to me for faster !
Yeap i know theirs feeling ! God leads the happy and great way ~
well this is my first time mobile blog ! Guys enjoy and ladies loved it ~
may lord lead me and every around the world ! Blessed ~

The day in Warren (1)

2010-03-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

I will make the things simple and fast ... go through ...
So today is my start working day , not considered as working day and just orientation ...
I hatred something that I dislike happened but somehow it happened too ...
Never mind then ...
Go there in the 12 noon shift but reached there at 11.00 am at choa chua kang !
Erm ... just sit down there waiting for the shuttle bus which will be coming on 1130 am ... so I board it at last and doesnt more people ( emplyees ) ...
After reaching here and there , meet HR in charge about my stuff , bring me go around the country and sign this and that and gimme the locker key anything lax ... ( Just wondering why the locker room is with the changing room beside the swimming pool lox ! )
Then the F&B Manager bring me the second times for the country club tour ... erm , a bit rush and a lot of things keep saying and explaining ...
after that back to the office sit down there for nothing for 6 hours !!!
Not mean nothing for me just sitting down there ... but left a menu and a booklet for me to study ...
I just go through in 15 minutes , habis ... finished ....
Then I re-read ... alot of times ... thats boring ... and doing nothing just listening to radio which the office ladies they switch on ... alot of songs I know and didnt sing and keep quiet ...
" Sometimes pretending be a stupidon in new environment is a self-protecting " <-- Do you agree with that ?
They said a lot of things to me and even cant remember now and just think about boring and wanna rest or gimme something to do ...
lolx ... they have 4 shifts , and rest is 1 hour , and the benefit is good ( damn good ) ... for the job and employees there , I still not sure cause I didnt run it any ...
CISCO called me again , this is the fourth times ... and I keep rejecting them again and again ...
Does CISCO belongs to me ? .... but I already in the middle half way getting done in this new job at Warren as a waiter ! ...
Well , quite confusing when I think about this things again and again ...
So ... I just don't think about it and let lord the way ...

Let Lord Lead Me the way ...
I don't know myself don't much like to say or blog about it just keep it inside ... lox
Lord know !~

Let just over

2010-03-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

I went for eat durian on Friday !!!
Awesome ... is a very great day that night , after steamboat at Geylang and walked along to took durian lolx ...
Haiz ... my friend's boyfriend mistaken ... and selected the expensive durian ...
cost $ 60/-- for 2 durian ? ... that's make my teeth become more brighten !!!
Meaning is the durian was cost so expensive ! Damn ex lolx ...
well we just done for those thing and back for homed !

Is a great night as well cause I took alot of raw food ! ... some kind like raw or cooked food ... but doesn't matter , is food at least ...

I always keep my mind to be steady !
Steadiness is part of life if people who steady with me ...
Most they steady with me and I will pay them back ...
If too steady that will be make me more steady lolx !!!

Friends in my mind always start with steadiness !
Don't know why , maybe the way they threaten is quite important to me ~
Just to respect each other and get to each other well ... that's the main thing !
Well , it just me - my personality !

By the way thanks for the night with each other again , eating chatting and caring about the life of others ~!
So , surprise again for the late dinner called up by them ...
well , i try to make it ... sure ... I make it at last and just like normal for taking dinner ... some sort like supper lolx ....
Then after that my friend went to clinic due to food poisoning ... waiting her around half hour at the mrt platform ... and just waiting .!~

Well , is quite sometimes now .... waiting for good rest but need to work soon ...
Well , saving money and make the best of my future's life !
I gonna make a video about uncles and aunty life together's ... soon !
But I took me sometimes to make the video clips ...
Just remember the time we spent , especially the gift of 21st I received was so treasured ...
I just saw the booklet again when I find something from the book shelves ...
Smile and cheese .... well , is time to pay them back ><

God Bless everyone and around the world .
Let Lord Lead Me and Everyone out there ...
Anything up to just called or sms Lord !!! God will know and He will answer us !~
Trust me ~

New expansion !!!

2010-03-13T15:00:00.002+08:00

I'll be back to Malaysia on monday !

So Let Lord Lead me the way ~

act like local

2010-03-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

Is been awhile lolx ...
Because of everything and something happen of yesterday then I found out a lot of things is ... needed time !~
Yesterday I woke up in the morning ... because of doing my passport !
When I reached Jervios Road ... near Tiong Bahru there !
Took taxi in the early morning yesterday and to get number for renewal the passport !
Due to raining yesterday , and the number was given out yesterday morning and my whole day for yesterday gone and burn !!!
everyone busy and lucky didnt invite them to go makan , if not cant make it on spot !
Then I just others place and walked walked , go others Cosway outlet purchase something and chat ! then go Megabites meets aunties and uncle ! ... LOLX ...
I found out that Jasmine talked with me about my new career ...
But I didnt tell her about this occasion how she knows ?
... the new career there give Jasmine a call for reference !
Lolx ... and very surprise on it ... and a lot compliment ... lox ... then I know why the second day the place there called me lax !!!
My wished and wanna work job - CISCO , called me yesterday noon !
Unluckily I rejected and hope to get the job !!! lox ...
well everything run smooth and tired ...

and I experienced what is Singaporeon style for queuing because of something !
Thats here ... and was shocked that queue for the number for half hour ... then for submission queuing then 3 hour , then after took passport need 3 hour ... so my whole day of today gone because of this passport thing !!! I wkae up 530 am morning lox because of this things ...

homed and sleep !
Well tomorrow go to the club again and ... submit bahx or ... others ?
Hope can rest few more days to energized myself !
Let Lord Lead Me and everyone
God bless

day by day

2010-03-10T00:08:00.005+08:00

Where's the sound of heaven's voice ?

Where's the way which lead me to the heaven ?

Where's should I go to the sound of heaven ?

Where's should I walk on to the place belongs to heaven ?

I get up morning without any morning call but just wake up by myself ...
and my mum went out for something and I just start my day for waiting !
Isn't a long day for me to wait since the interview yesterday !
Go for brush ... then I received a missed call from someone !
And they are again and they offers the job ! ...
Well , gonna proceed everything again ... medical checkup , cancel workpermit and re-apply ...
a long day for me to go and I asked everyone for makan but no one and is busying , rejected !
Well , my day for alone whole day tomorrow !
I don't ask much and don't want don't want lox !~

Everyone changing ? yeah ... that is !

Well , when I turn around from the behind ... I saw a lot things that is like ... isn't me ? Because of brotherhood then I lost whole classmates / friends ? But thanks to 4 of them rebuild my life and moodlet and now better ! one those is I blog before a guy whose is stuck in UK , and he is the one !~ I skipped my life to senior and I wore long pants ... I went to hostel again but only for half year ... then I escaped again and lived with 6 of them and I knew 6 of them + Sister Liong + her husband , went to Pandai Kundur ( Beach name ) every night and they fetch us ! Awesome night and remember I loved to video as best lady award !!! ( Lols , kind of disgusting ... ) yeah , best sister award ! very thanks for the memory that spent with me and each others ... now I missed them so much and they missed me ... cause I'm a Miss Lady of Pandai Kundur lolx ..... == ....... erm ... is disgusting and just well .... ... I moved out again and left them ... after Sister Liong left to KL , I moved with my sister , that was my senior 2 , ... after coming senior 3 , my sister went to Singapore and left alone in a house with no one ! So I used to it with no one ... and lucky I met 2 of them .... and bring me the life till now ... and after graduation , I came to singapore and knew them here of 4 ! so my life was awesome keep going with all those people surroundings me ... about my behaviour , my attitude , my style , my way .... erm ... just thanks .... so everyone's changing !

Acceptance is need no time but is to believe is the life of us .

Let Lord Lead Me tomorrow the way .... wake up early morning and do the passport at Tiong and chilled out at bukit batok back to chinatown and Tiong ... I WANNA EAT 18 Chef again !!!! >

Like unlike dislike

2010-03-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

Lets make the blog easy :

Morning call - one of the country club call for interview at Choa Chu Kang - self-prepare - then go interview - too early reach there and just walked in the Lot 10 - Eat at NY ... spent 20 ++ - saw a guy , my old mate and he didnt greet me just pretend didnt see me - and I took the shuttle bus - reach there go see around - go second floor - call them for interview - go to the general office - fill up the application form - wait 15 mins then start the real interview at the position I need to work !
WAIT ... tell you what , they interview very frinedly and great ... not serious at all and just awesome !
Asked me few question ... sure - then .... maybe is because the cabin crew certificate and they asking why - and I answered and they said shortlisted till within 2 days will gimme a call .... - the kitchen supervisor looks ok - like Sir David !!! ... so I wait - go back - took shuttle bus again - go met uncle aik ... - makan at 18 Chef - then see Sir David - He looks different on his teeth and ask me to work with him ? - yeap ... if the countr club not selected me lolx ...
then took 195 bus go safra play pool - aik smoke ( Hate people smoke and I surprise he smoke ) <- Ini kepada you abang , kalau you ingat tu baik untuk kesihatan , then sila jauh dengan saya ! ... terima kasih ... - maybe too long didnt play pool , sudden feel great ... met Derrick ... i think ( he like shrek ) ... and then off home - took bus 195 , took mrt from Tiong to Raffles , changed to Marina Bay sit ... then one station get one station ... and I homed ! Blogging ....

Let Lord Lead Me and God Bless all .

Im done anything everything

2010-03-08T00:15:00.003+08:00

I'm done Theme Hospital , Restaurant Empire ... every single game !
No cheating , no tips but is all fight by myself !!!
Yeah yeah yeah ...

When it comes to a boring night sometimes ...
erm , just don't know what should I do , who should I look for ...
Just hope something always run smoothly like a schedule !
Life's like a schedule or movie ...
Depend on become an actor character ? Business man character ? normal person character ...

Just have a half hour chat with a best buddy stuck in UK !
Sound like stressful for him keep worried about his life and future ...
When the person like me feel like ... abit same like him !
Everyone has their own life , I wish can be like him ...
Erm , just wish him the best and make it to the final graduation in October and meet him in Singapore !
God Bless him much more !~

Well , lets make it end here !~
God Bless everyone out there ... especially the country which happened disaster , bless the victims much more !!!
Peace and loved !

Ambitions ?

2010-03-06T22:40:00.003+08:00

Haa ... is really great that come with this expansion pack ! ...

After a week no working in Cosway company , like I am very free on it !
Currently waiting for the career , to go interview and work !
Prefer to the job that I want ...
Just Let Lord Lead Me !~

sisco ?

2010-03-06T01:10:00.004+08:00

Is SISCO security or RWS ?

A great question to me !
Erm ... don't know for me ...
Just Let Lord Lead Me ! ...

I surprise that I foun this career stand as SISCO !
About security career ... quite interesting to me and hope can get it lox cause new thing for me to experience lox !
I prefer the officer which is going out for the security or something others ...

Then after that , ... walked then see a lot of university and school recruit student and ...
I caught in the middle by one of the business school and keep explaining about the school lax , blah blah and whatever ! erm ... I just wondering why I will step into those stand ?
Lax ... blax ... erm well I should just entertain bah ...
After around half hour blah-ing ... then I continue myself exploring lox ...
There's an aviation !!!! www.aerocareer.com ( I think that's the website is ! )
A lot of position they needed like Air Traffic Controller !!!! In SIA !!!! LOX
Cant get into it because ...

Front Desk Person : " Do you any Degree ? "
I answered : " No ! "
Front Desk Person : " Diploma ? "
I answered : " No ... only O level ... "
Front Desk Person : " .... " <-- What's the heck does he doing ? by giving me " ........ " but not
explain to me what should I do to get the job ?

One more case ....

I asked : " So , I just submit my particular in this form and submit to you ? "
Receptionist : " Yes , and you can look through it what career you prefer , just tick and we will call you for an interview ! "
I asked : " If I'm a foreigner ? "
Receptionist : " PR ? Are you a PR ? "
I answered : " Malaysian ... "
Receptionist : " Sorry ... minimum requirement needs Singaporean or PR ! "
I answered : " .... ok .... " <-- I know about this that position needs only Singaporeon and PR !
Cause went to the website before and find out !

So I must be a PR at least lax ...
Ask uncles / aunty go be my gurantor lolx !~

Only thing is SISCO !
So , the RWS a lot of candidates submit the form ....
Wow ... alot of position and alot of people lox
Well the IR is like sucks recruiting by giving this below word ...
" You may go check it out our website for the career from the brochure ! "
^ Halo , at least give a brief gua. ... sai lax ... ek sei !

Whatever lox ...
Just Let Lord Lead Me ...
Erm , tomorrow saturday and sunday free !!!!
Can't go out too regulary due to no income ...
erm ... God sponsor me for food now ...
Bless !~

Thanks thanks and love !

2010-03-03T01:17:00.003+08:00

sometimes life sound like a clock ... tic tac tic tac...

I sometimes wants a ever best buddies hanging around at the coolest beach there ... feel the windy for me to relax myself .... that's sound life's easy ! that's sound easy life style ....

erm just one day Lord will give me maybe one day I had it but I didnt notice it ... after I review everything then I found out ... turn around turn around ....

so is a tuesday again ! ... went out with aik , hock ( last minutes coming ... ) and kenneth ...

dun know what place we heck to .... erm 18 chef ? ... I think so ...

I took 1 cheese baked rice with black pepper chicken slices sauce , 1 spring chicken set wif soup and garlic bread , 1 hot lemon tea , 1 hot jasmine green tea , 1 side dish of onion ring ( some sort ... ) , and one brownie with ice cream dessert ! .. erm costs me $ 20 ++ ... still ok ... and I satisfy with it !

Lolx , somekind like a big feast for me ... yea ! but I long time didn't take like this ...

I always have a big feast when is my last day or after a last day ! <-- That's me !

Maybe is because kind of like celebrate for myself for a free timing ... can sleep till late of time and went bed late of night !!! Awesome ~

Mum told me .... go back Malaysia will ya ?

I have think about it ... that's why I insist to meet them guy if is truthly happen I need to go back Malaysia for a new life ! No more singapore anymore ...

But thanks to Hock passed the heavy bulky textbook for me , appreciated !

Will study it .... and I wanna apply for O level exam by myself ...

Just now went to the website of EASE ( some sort ... is that word ? ) ...

Quite troublesome lolx ... need alot of document of this and that !!!

Erm ... abit give up too ! ...

I don't know myself what should heck towards ...

Aviation , ... for me I loved to but no money to study on it !

actor ? ... remember last time the JChamps called up , asked me to become a caler-fare ... erm ! I wanna join too but mum not allowed because of the shop ....

I went to interview as an actor in JChamps company ... think they like me .... wanna change my style and voice of singapore but not malaysia !

I abit upset now when I blog about this thing ... upset myself for rejecting the opportunity as an actor or ... others ! cause acting is part of life ... I think ..?

Well well well , everything is over ...

life still goes on , everyone have theirs and mines ...

very appreciated that buddies here were awesome and still keep in touch with each other !
Very glad to know them ... but maybe not so closed like know everything ... meaning like ... everything ! ...... just everything !

All I know everything from both of them is Mr Goo and Mrs Mong !

Haaa , one really has his girl friend and one really has her singaporean's boy friend !!! ( yeaaaa ... she keep complaining about her boy friend but still love each so much .... )

....

When talked about her .... a bit weird ...

I blog here and I need to knock my head and really is stupid and think too much !
But not really now for what love or others lolx !

I know alot of people loved me d ... aik lax , hock lax , kenneth lax , ade lamn lax and so on d ... HAAAAAA ( joking joking only la ... )

Let's just don't say about this thing !

Yesterday night went for dinner with my old mates !
I ever hate people teasing or insulting people like sissy or boyish ...

so irrespect people's feeling ! sometimes that's why I liked to be with my buddies here 4 of them , cause they never ever teasing before !!!

sometimes when a person like sissy ... we need to respect or ... just expect the person is a boy as he looks like a guy ! Not like teasing the person that he is " a gua ... " ... like kind of hurt those feeling or something ! Ever think about people feeling , isn't the person wanna be like a sissy ? ... or the person act like a sissy is doesn't matter ... a person like a sissy must be respect the person cause .... haiz , everyone have their own mind set ! I don't say much ... at least the person really change his sex to become a lady ... we also need to respect him/her !~ why he wanna did that way ? I don't know but just respect ! HALO , primary school did teach what is morale right ?

Whatever ...

Have you heard about this before - " Every guy in the gym in singapore , 60 % guys all is gay ! " ...

Walao ... damn funny or sucks ! ... I think is nuts to me ... how come he can speak kind of suck and ... ever think about it ... the words ! I just don't know how to say but I just tell him ...

" If you think is like that , that's your point ! " ....

What I wondering is ... How he knows that part of 60 % guys are gay in gym singapore ?

He goes and found out or discover himself in the gym !?!? ...

I didn't ask or either or neither ... cut off those word !

I hate people talking like that way with their own thinking without think about people !

I will think / care about people so much but if the person not care about it ...

I will give up on it ......

Well , I don't wanna make the thing or atmosphere goes bad .....

I just chat others thing instead of keep insulting people .... teasing !

I thanks to ... erm , people who teach , encourage me to become real of me !

Really appreciated them the way ... so awesome and I just don't know myself act ...

hope can be more manly that's why went to gym ....

God is good and create me ...

I'm the one like sissy means I'm still ok compare with others disable person ... at least ....

Thanks God ... I need to face the fact of people ... real teasing and insulting....

but I have Lord , nothing is everything !

Cause He heard my voice for praying and talking !
Let Lord Lead me and Hugged !

Thanks for the dinner accompany guys , hugged and loved them so much !~

Talked about chalet ?

Well , I waiting for their planning but nobody organized ... doesn't matter thought ..

Faith ....

Pray !~

2010-03-01T23:39:00.001+08:00

Pray for the victims ...

May God Bless all !

We Are The World

2010-02-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

Let Lord Lead Me And The World !

That's why !

2010-02-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

oO ... is like sucks !
But somehow , I managed to find some others to do after these ...

Play Final !!! till the end ... upgrade everyone lox !
And upgrade myself for studying and ... earn some more lox !

A lot of things happen recently !
Miss those thing that belongs to me ...
Hate those thing keep coming to me ...

And want something but I can't get for myself !
Australia ! Awesome's Australia !
Love it ...

Well , only Let Lord Lead Me ...
That's all bless now .... I don't wish and just bless and Thanks God give me a life of 24 hour a day - today !
Love Lord ! ...

Lolx ...3 days to go !

2010-02-25T12:06:00.003+08:00

Rejected by SBS Transit Company ...

What for ?

For applying customer service !

Well , is a bit disappointed and now need to find again and submit lox ...

I think I doesn't wanna find any F&B job lolx ...

Boring ....

Rainbow appear in cloudy day means a surprise in a day

Let Lord Lead Me !~

5 days to go

2010-02-23T19:01:00.004+08:00

Youtube can earn money ?

Now i know lolx !~ I think is because I outdated lox !~

I re-play final again !

Something already forget and remind me again ! and the game is great was awesome !

Once again ...

I was worried about my future and keep finding aviation job !
But from the facebook " God wants me to know ... "

No need to worry about future and just praise the Lord and have a good rest and sleep !

Well , bless and seriously ...

I need Him always ...

Just Let Lord Lead Me !

Someone I With !

2010-02-22T18:41:00.003+08:00

Night doesn't belong to me , but is us .
One night of the time is short ...
I can't even enjoy the night life ~
Well , .... at least I lie down on the grass .... and check it out the same view which you are looking ...
Thanks for the moment you share and is great !~

( Hola ! ) ... nothing to type just blog some nonsense ...
Yalol boh ? ...

Confusing about now of the time !
My mum's upline which means her up ... up person want my mum to continue towork on this shop by giving a new location ! !
That's ridiculous !~
Im not gonna step in again ... well ? ...
I have no idea totally ... but just to day by day pass ...
Sound like just wasting my time !

I WANT AVIATION JOB !!! NOT OTHERS !!!
Let Lord Let Me !~

6 days to go

2010-02-22T11:02:00.003+08:00

Erm .... hurray lolx !
Nothing to blog wow !
But need to ... I might be after find a job will be very busy lox !~
so bless bless bless ~

Another 6 days to go then closed ~!

Let Lord Let Me !~

No reply , no respond ... no none nothing nope at all !

2010-02-21T23:31:00.011+08:00

FLY !!! to be freedom ~~~
That's my life towards to ...

Yap ... I screw up my day again ! Late open shop , then count stock whole day !
Most of the stock not tally ...
Well ? My mum need to go Malaysia and purchase for tally up again lolx before we quit ( means take over ) !

Walao e ... stupid dumbness !
What's the time liao ? There's a ... erm sight-seeing-car drive around !
Dong dong chang ! LOLX ! ... Earphone on ! ... irretating ...

My plan no more O level because no money ...
I just focus my money only to save up ... and attend aviation course as soon as possible !
Lolx ...

My ex-friend asked me out for dinner ... lolx
My best friend / buddy asked me out for dinner ... erm she a bit dumb lolx !
Went KFC ... she took one and took 3 pieces ... fattening ... lolx ...
She said a lot about her job , about her colleagues ...
yeah , alot of things to say both of us since we met when ... last 5 years !?!?
Yeap ... she was awesome on talking ... no means talkative but she was awesome that ..... a spenserian ! .. neh , when she was young that time we went out for supper ... but now her boyfriend controlling her and a bit save liao ... yap ... they plan to marry ! ><>

Halo ... since I said stopped think about O level studies ... sound like sudden to me !
No idea --> No choice --> No money !
Well ? I only way is working to earn money !
MUST save save save liao ...
Because of flying and Aus !

God Bless and Let Lord Lead Me !

Loves the blue like an air freshener !

To Fyordor ,

IcantfindanyinfofromNoviSadtillyesterdayemailtogovernmentofNovi!WellBlessyouonthebattlefieldagainanddon'tforgetthefriendshipasikeepencourageyoubro!

Best Regards , Ray

Take care !

Fly well ~ Fly Save ~ Its A Freedom ~

7 days to go

2010-02-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

Is mid of the night !
Yap ... cabin crew interview soon !
Erm , I didn't feel like going to ... cause maybe I a bit give up ...
Halo !?! Compare to the local cabin crew ( guys ) they are taller and fitter lol ...
Im just ... a young look ... child-looking lolzx ...
Well ... about qualification I more just ... no more discussion and talking ...
Yah ... is true Singapore is money first , qualification is two , then talked about experienced ! ....
...... I know Singapore's Singaporean well liao lolx ... the way they like to be ...
fast , good , best , super dumb best ... must thumb up but no any bad ....
Kalau gempa bumi , pulau tergelam macam mana ni ? Mereka semua kena cakap pasal kerajaan tak jaga mereka lah ? tak tolong ape ke ? ... ok ok
If earthquake how ? whole island seperated or tsunami how how ? Will they blame on government for not helping ? ...

Whatever , just comment or typing something ! Blogx mah ...

Enough that I listen the good things after something happen bad to me
That isn't any good things to me anymore but is totally worst than sh*t lolx
But they might be regret for those things they have done to me
Sure ... but always happen again and again ! ... ( and again ... )
I need to behave myself on my next job performance !
Not too over workaholic but to team-work player ! ...

I wondering where Fyordor now ?
Still in Novi Sad ?
Haa ... I think he still good and steady on his battlefield lolx ...
Wish him the best ~

Well , Bless everyone then !
Soon another 7 days will be last day at the shop ...
Bless ... I have a lot of things to say from heart ...
But I just need a person only with me !
Lord - The best person ever I loved !
Let Lord Let Me !

8 days to go

2010-02-20T13:03:00.003+08:00

Go go go ...
find any scholarship ! ... ( ahlah , low chance the lol ! )

Submitted 2 resume a few days ago for applying new job !
Erm ... no respond either !
So ?
Wait lor ...

Everyone looks so disappointed that we're gonna move !
Hola ?
Well , erm ... not so ... but maybe because of their convenience ?
Yap ... that's their thinking !

Because of Facebook ...
I found Mr Lau ( LOL ! ) Mr Big A*s hole ...
So miss him ... don't know where he is .... and he graduated !
So his sister ... that Winnie in the pool ! LOL ... Know them is my pleasure because of the Tangkak food ... HHaaa !

Liang also ... due to of the comment " Australia , I coming ! Loved ~ "
Keep encourage me ... go over there for study or working ! LOL
Money lol ...

Whatever it is !
Let Lord Let Me !
That's God wants me to do !
Bless ~

Say and do

2010-02-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

When you say anything MUST do !
Not like playing around !
So damn sucks ...

Think about others !
Don't too selfish of yourself !

9 days to go

2010-02-19T10:02:00.003+08:00

First need to have a good sleep !
Second wanna find a job !
Third wanna settle down money and studies ...

Helo ! Australia - I coming !!! Loved ~

God Bless then !~

10 days to go

2010-02-18T17:23:00.003+08:00

Huh ...
Can I just stop a moment for waking up to live ?

Well well well

2010-02-18T00:15:00.004+08:00

Because Im not Singaporean !
Because Im not O level certificate holder !
Because Im not holding any Poly Diploma / Degree !
Because Im a foreigner !

Well well well ...
That's why why I will stand here again ...

Need to restart everything look wasnt like me !
Like someone else ...

I don't like money !
Cause money looks is everything ...
I don't like living !
Cause money looks is everything ...
I don't like here !
Cause money looks is everything ...
No money no talk !
IATA courses all needed money ... USD3,000 per course !
SFC courses all money again ... $330.00 per flight !
Is it money looks everything ?

God supposed is everything !
Let Lord Lead Me !
Thanks Lord again !~
Bless ...

11 days to go

2010-02-17T10:32:00.003+08:00

another 11 days then end up this business !

So have quite a lot of freetimes to workout ...
Eat , gather and see movie !
Erm ... I wanna go chalet ! But no one gonna attend or even organize it ...
Boring ... lox !

Why I was not born in Singapore ?
But if I were a citizen here need to go NS ... whatever !
But the O level and Poly cert / diploma were easy to get a job !
SFC also accept those thing ... SIA as well ... !
Huh , upgrade like them lox ... only way !
Need time ... but lucky thanks God meet uncles and aunty !
They still in Poly school ... they can be my teacher lox !~

No idea what now ...
Confuse when see a lot of things that I want but I can't get d ...

Well , LLLM !!!
( Let Lord Lead Me ) ...
God Bless ...

12 days to go

2010-02-16T20:12:00.003+08:00

Told me not to say Goodbye !
Somehow or someday ... it will happen to everyone in different occasion / view !

So , ... Chinese New Year is over ( for me I thought ! )
Today start up again the new day of the job - stuck in the boring shop again !
But luckily ... half day not the whole day ...

... Being spent a lot afford in this shop ...
settings , set up , design and clean it up ... What for ?
Just need more sales and customers ...

But somehow after the journey in this shop ...
Just turn around and I've already been there for 7 months ...
Means I've been stucked in there for 7 months of 12 hours everyday !
What I get from there is ...
Decorating experience ! ( not means learnt nothing ! )

Remember the compliment from customers ...
and also the complaint from customers !

How to tell to the customers who is our regular ?
... A lot of aunties like here because of .. then came here far from others place !
But once they know gonna closed down because of the agreement tentacy gonna end of this month ...
That's suprised and ... sob !

Haa ... well !
I don't wanna know much of the things ...
All I can say is a word of GoodBye to everyone help me all the way especially the co-ordinator from M'sia HQ ! ... Thanks to her so much ...

Be positive and look forward to Resort World there !
There's a position for crew - ... erm dun know what area liao !
I checked everywhere for job vacancy as well as uncle told me to work there before - The Raffles Hotel !!! But there're no career ...

I won't give up on flying !
That's my dream what !
Bless you guys and Thanks Lord !~

Just blog

2010-02-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was great to see uncles and aunty have a awesome supper and fun ( * drink LOL ) ... Yap , I like those atmosphere but somehow ...

Stock came yesterday ... 44 cartons LOL !
Big amount ... not so but in the half way ...
HQ manager who is in-charge of Singapore market called up and ..........
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then ... we now have 2 choices , either we continue and purpose a new place or we quit the stockistship ... due to the shop rental is already over !
Basically the rental didn't increase but is because the Manager want to open a new market but not at this place Yishun cause the business flow was too slow ! Somehow there's a outlet at Khatib ! What's suck ! ... 60% of customer flew there ! ......
As my mum discuss with her last month about shifting to new place ...
then maybe the manager purpose this kind of idea ...
SO ....
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We discuss around half day for the thing ...
Quite tough ... Is God leading the way ...
Cause everytime since October ... we keep nagging about the business to Lord said wanna quit the job but need to wait my mum to become citizen on February ...
Just after my mum done apply , just a few days then comes with this happened to us as we wish to quit the job ... I also everytime keep telling my buddies there said will quit on this year February or March ...
Yeap .... It happened to me now !
What you want God will know !
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So my mum said quit this job when I was in the bus last night ...
yea , aik so happy that I quit ... sure everyone not just him but buddies so my old-mates !
Everytime they keep complaining for gathering need to suit my time as after 9 pm !
Sorry guys ! ... ><

When I just used to it the place , always comes to seperate !

Yeap ! Remember Megabites ?
Haa ... last time I still wanna continue but because of this shop but now ... everything NOTHING !
But is God plan for me LOL ...
Lucky I quit the Megabites early , cause now every employees there keep complaining about the late pay , triple of job per person ... and a lot of youngster quit lol !
Sorry to my lovely dad cause ... left him one person there , cook by himself !

Well ...
Find job lol !
God Bless and thanks God !

I wanna go chalet now on March !

Long way like no way

2010-02-10T19:45:00.003+08:00

What sup sup dude ... guys LOX !

Haa ... uncle asking me " Why you long time didn't update your blog ! " ...

Erm ... maybe is because of my life no direction and systemetic LOL !

Don't know ... feel like my life is the same all the way work 12 hours stuck in the shop !
Except uncle aik and my old mates come and visit ... but no one else ...
That's damn boring in my life and now is ... I complaining .... no way ...

Don't know much about life now ...
but I have to go on by myself with my foot and body !

Somehow , talk about blog just blog like today only lol
Whatelse ... ?!?!

...
She no reply my message feel like is ... " Is she ok there or she just ... "
" Neh , she sent a message through facebook and just drop a Hi + .... ....... Love & Hugged ! "
Hoo hhaa , and just smile when I saw it !
With uncle aik and ... hong ? don't know him well but ok lol ... uncle aik's friend all good good ones d ... No bad ... no moody ... no blah blah ... especially smoke !! HATE lol

They wondering I smile so ... suddenly !
I'm fine ... alright dude !

Don't know why some people loves to pay money to scare themselves ...
Is it somekind like blood circulation for ... mind to toe ?
Whatever , is weird to me ... maybe I coward .... but not so ...
Just curious and feel like stupid ...

Told her 22 Feb go apply school ... she just LOVE it and GOGOGO ....
Haaa ... go still wanna take sometimes to learn and study !
OH ! ya .... uncle Hock wanna pass his text book to me ...
but no time meet him since a few 2 weeks of messaging ....

Basically Ade aunty asked me go TP ... but failed because of my results no hit their requirements ! What credit + + + + + ...
Wondering ... erm ... " Helo , you have money to earn leh still need to see what stupid requirements ! What's the heck school is that ? " ....
Macam ITE kan baik ape pun ambil !!! ( It will be great just like ITE , everyone can just apply ! )
Well , go study ... LOL!
Thanks uncle aik and aunty ade that day accompany me ... HOLA !

The Sims 3 launch since last year of June 2 ... and now comes with one expansion pack as Adventure Worlds and stuff pack as High End Loft ! ...
Well , wanna get both but not now ... cause save money lol ....
study and go Aus !!!!

After I left my secondary school , before that when I was 14 ... I think ...
A game named Theme Hospital ... Haaa ... I got it now ... from Singapore !
So great ... is very old game but ... good for me to play / run the whole hospital !!! ...

" Need a big hugged now ... " !
Well , Happy chinese new year guys ...
Look like sunday no event LOL !!!
Cause uncle and aunty wanna have date mah !
Eh , Valentine's Day le ...

You know ?

2009-11-14T16:59:00.003+08:00

Do you know that you're make me ... headache ?

Cmon , I know you supposed to open your heart and mind !
To let us understand what you are thinking and not just say that you are alone and lonely !!!
Is stupid !!!
Try to open your heart and you will know the world is bright ...
Not because you're on the battlefield and the killing make you feel so lonely !~
Yah , your buddies killed not means you are nothing ... shadowless ...
cmon , just let us be in your house to let you feel warm of caring and loving for understanding ...

All we want to do is to help you !!!!
No because of what ... stubborn !!!!

You're a battlefield soldier and need to think wide but not in a small column as your thought !!!! anything you must think it twice and careful !

Believe us ... we are trying to help you alright ?
God Bless you at USA there and fight well on the battlefield !~

Start to revive !

2009-07-20T00:04:00.003+08:00

What is my dream up to ?

Why I live here ?

And now is 12.07 am , 20 July 2009 ~
Just skip to 12.08 am ...

Basically I quite admire myself to be a performer on the stage ...
Everyone agreed my performance !
Duh , far away thinking ... is ridiculous and nonsense ! Sucky ...

Somehow , Pilot - this job position crush to my mind !
Tough ... yea ... challenge to become it as ROGER !!!

Went back Malaysia due to social visit pass over ...
Mum soon is Singaporean and I will become Permanent Resident ! ( Love Singapore ... ^^ )

Maybe is because the convenient and ... com ... per ... land ! nola ... com-per-land is not my style !
Prefer to ... shut up and see what people doing ! What they com-per-land for ~ ... is funny to live here , city life ~

" You need to send your certificate to us so that our head will check for you whether is approved or not ... "
So ? I need to do a truth copy of my certificate and send to DCA ...
Basically I'm enquiry the pilot course ...
The course needed 5 credits ... and on my certificate just only have 3 credits ...
The course needed Science subject ... and on my certificate ... No science subjects ...
The course Just accept SPM certificate ... and my certificate is UEC as Independent school ...
3 problems comes to me before go to MFA register the course , exam , body check-up ...
( Dude ... a long way to proceed )

My idea is ...
If they not approved , next year re-take the SPM exam ... till end of the year get the result ! then re-apply till then go for next step ... long way ( say like NO WAY ... )
Whatever .... or else ?
Work at Changi Airport as a technician lol !!! ( Don't want F&B la ... )

Blog about the life style there ...
I drove around 45 mins travel to my hometown ...
( seriously long journey ... especially the night journey damn scary and dark ... )
The place change a lot ... No more bus terminal but there's a shop lot ...
My grandparent's house sure no changed ... lucky my aunt there , is the right time I reached there as 6 pm ... took dinner and pay a visit to my cousin ... He is married and have a son , lucky to me that day is his son birthday and went to a restaurant for celebration ... SO ? EAT again !
With dessert , cake , ...
The life there is all about generation ...
No working or busy day ....
The life run easily with no trouble ... If I were there one day to stay overnight ...
I will ... collapse ... and yell for help ! cause too boring ... but is enjoy la ...

AT Melaka ?
lao ... eat lor !
Whatelse ?
I did take mian fen gao for 2 bowls in one shot , chicken chop on second day , cake on second night , KFC the first day , and also went to KL also take KFC ~ ( Don't know why I love Malaysia's KFC ) ...
I missed the roti canai , duck mee , Tangkak's wanton mee ... LOL !!!

So ?
What my life goes now ?
12.33 am ... tik tak tik tak ... on and on ...

Hope can become an actor suddenly ...
Hope can find a group of buddies go for outstations ...
Hope can know some more friends at the other country ...
Hope Kurt find me and tell me about cabin crew ...
Hope can have some friends go for kayak and canoe ...
Hope can have a workout buddy !
Hope can become a pilot with full of respect and outstanding ... ( Thinking nonsense ... )

Sucky for the word of Hope !
But at least I daydream and blog for nothing ...

Halor ?
Long time no touch my keyboard and sing a song for myself ... since I moved to a room ...
What I mean is singing a song for myself !

Tik Tak Tik Tak .... 12.37 am ...
What I think what I blog ...
God Bless everyone there !

" Great Escape "

2009-07-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

It was a great song !!!
The lyrics great and the guitar bass with piano ending ... BEST !!!
Love it when yelling when getting ending ...

( maybe is to prove his ability ... )

Great Escape - Kevin Rudolf

One night when I was asleep,
I had a dream I could fly.
I felt the cold on my skin,
Then I opened my eyes.
So I jumped out of bed,
Went down the fire escape.
Now I'm laid out on the street
I wasn't running away
From something I could control.
It was inside of me.
I didn't know where to go
But I decided to leave.
I still remember that night.
I've never been the same.
Still wonder if I can fly.
Was it just a dream?

I wasn't happy for so long,
So many times I walked away.
Think I was searching for something,
Not knowing what I had to face.
Until I found out the reason,
That's when I made my great escape.

But now, it's too late to say I'm sorry.
Turn around [x15]

One night when I couldn't sleep,
I heard a knock at the door.
She put her hand on me slow,
Then she opened my heart.
I asked myself is this real?
I've never felt this way.
She said I need to escape.
I said I know a place.
So she laid down on my bed
I said confide in me.
She looked deep into my eyes
And she invited me.
She must lived for her sleep
She never said goodbye.
Her angels took her away,
I guess now she can fly.

I wasn't happy for so long,
So many times I walked away.
Think I was searching for something,
Not knowing what I had to face.
Until I found out the reason,
That's when I made my great escape.

But now, it's too late to say I'm sorry.
Turn around [x15]
I'm sorry

I wasn't happy for so long,
So many times I walked away.
Think I was searching for something,
Not knowing what I had to face.
Until I found out the reason,
That's when I made my great escape.

But now, it's too late to say I'm sorry.

This is my song,
These are my words,
This is my story.
This is my song,
These are my words.

Whoa [x7]

This is my song,
This is my story,
These are my words.

Whoa [x4]

This is my song,
These are my words,
This is my story.
This is my song,
These are my words.

The 1st of July

2009-07-01T12:14:00.004+08:00

Here I am with the July ... Soon started for business and will be very busy ...

So now ? ... Waiting and also enjoying life with boring !
Keep searching for friends there outside to have dinner !
Lucky they still able come out ~ Huh ...
Escape the square feet room !

Build up my muscle to become fit is part of life here ...
Quite tough somehow I still able survive cause I had my own time ( more ... )

So now ?
Downloading music as ...
below blog !
God Bless everyone there ~

" Great Escape " to a " New Divide "

2009-06-30T01:27:00.006+08:00

Remember one person !~

2009-06-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you've lost your way

What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
Cause here I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Whether the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
So you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand
And show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Whether the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
So you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand
And show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Whether the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

The days I felt

2009-06-18T22:32:00.010+08:00

Hi !
I'm back from Malaysia ( KL ) to Singapore ~ Is better to stay here !!!
Know why ?
Because here good mah ... cause my english poor can learn from here !!!
Malaysia there keep talking in Malay !!! Boring ~~~ ( Haa ... My english bery poor d leh ... )
Sure , I missed the Sims 3 party event but now I get it and bery enjoy it ...
New gameplay , new map , new 3D view , new design style , new customize everything ...
And I enjoy so much especially the way create people and the way from house view change to town view ( no need loading anymore ) direct one click , change the view from house to town and click what place I wanna explored !!!
Sure , my Sims are Rock Stars and 5 star Chef !!!
No more NEEDS always ~!!!
Even my sims need it , it will let me know to fulfill it ...
Now majority all focus to town no so much at under one view of HOUSE ~~ Boring man !!!
( Go and get one and play yourself ... is a great game better than before The Sims and The Sims 2 )

Haa , after I quit what-bites cafe then after 2 days rest ( short-term ) I took flight from Changi to KL ( LCCT - Budget airlines terminal ) as AirAsia flight !!!
Sure , my first flight ... quite troublesome , need to walk a long way from check in to boarding the plane ... long journey !!!
That flight just only 40 mins from Singapore to KL !!! and I felt a little bit dizzy cause my first time and when the plane crushed with the clouds , the plane like unbalancing ... because of airflow ...

Reach there , the terminal , took bus from terminal to KL central then took monorail to hotel for check in !!!
( The public transport there was SUCKS !!! )
Reach a station named Bukit Bintang ( Star Hill - I translate ones , there's no in english lor ... learn mah ... ) then find hotel .... lucky search it ....

Blog about the training ...
there are around 20 + trainees ( Which success interview and now under-training and waiting for the shop lot to approve ... ) , majority is ladies and is AUNTY ( Cause they all married ... ) only 3 guys ... included me ! ...

Training schedule
First day - Health product ( All what tablets , tablets ... made from where , what is the effect ... )

Second day - SE pendant , skin cares ( Wondering what is SE pendant ??? find out later below ... )

Third day - Hexagon water ( This product MUST BUY !!!!!! )
You know why , inside our water there are a lot colorine !!! Even we cooked the water also useless !!!
If you cooked the water MORE WORST !!! and colorine harm to our skin and also our body no matter where you are - means shower ( the longest you are in the toilet shower , just like the way you are drinking colorine water more than normal !!!! ) , brushing teeth / washing face ( Know why pimpers came ? Part of it is the water !!! )
And I went for demostration about this Hexagon Water product !!!
WHAT is the demostration like ?
- a normal tap water ( means there are colorine inside ) , after drip one drop of Hexagon tester liquid then found out the water turn into YELLOW !!!!
Normal people ( Even me also ) when cooking always washed the vegetables with water !!! Haa ....
- IF used tap water washed vegetable , the vegetable will be absord by the colorine ...
- OK , used the water which is turning into YELLOW , after put the vegetable inside the water and the water turn into WHITE !!!! Which means the vegetable is absord by the colorine !!!
- Even normal like brusing teeth ... ( And I become this demostration person ) Used one cup of tap water , put into my month then vomit back to the cup and when drip one drop of Hexagon tester liquid , the water still in WHITE , Which means the colorine is inside my mouth !!!

Fourth day - Embrass Bra ... and whisper .... ( ...................................... )
Fifth day - Hair Care / Household product

Saturday and sunday OFF !!!
Saturday I went to my relatives house for lunch , dinner and chatting !!!
Playing piano ... so ?
I took monorail then changed the rail ?!!? or mass transit ???
I don't know what is that but somehow the train was sucks .... waiting for 30 mins ... and the time display is not actual !!!!!!!

Sixth day onwards till last day - Business , operating , reports , stock , credit cards , Ambanks , term conditions ( this term and conditions course took me whole day of Thursday le .... so boring !!! Don't know what term and condition so many mah , keep talk talk ... *.* ) , cosmetic , phone cards and also Tour !!!!
On the business talk , I found out the stress and operating hours was ... HUH!
everyday ( no off day !! ) 10 am - 10 pm and need to do daily report maybe till 12 am and also weekly report ( so Sunday it might be 2 am get done the job ... ) and the worst is monthly report ( no need sleep ... )
About the stock ... .... so troublesome ... become a consignee ...

LCCT boarding platform ( T 5 is to Changi )
Big AirAsia !!!

My seats 4B , but my mom is 4A , is window seats !!!

The tour ...

Relatives house ( below ) , the water tank still there ( Up )

Which place I wanna stand for boarding the train ?

Stupid train !!!

Useless timing

Monorail inside view

this monorail just only have 2 tracks

Imbi Station !!!!

Outside view from my room

There's a swimming pool and there's are participants of Dragonboats warm up

NUS team also there , I saw someone I knew pretend didn't see ...

Try product !!!! ( I'm not trying )

Bra course ... All ladies went for trying ... me and 2 guys stayed in this room for doing nothing

product trying

About SE Pendant !!!

In our environment surrounded with electronic stuff , and cause us a lot of cancer !

And this pendant is immuned !!!

Below 2 pictures show without wearing Pendants and is easy unbalancing ~

( One of the leg need to lift up )

Well , after wearing the pendant ! ( Below )

Is not so easy fall with lift up one of the leg !!!
Which means pendant gave us energy ~

It also have the power of transfer ( No pic cause I the ones who having the power of pendant and others transfer the power for me )

Below also one of the demostration of Pendant

The centre view ( missed the mian fen gao food .... so nice )

Here's the training center ( + shopping + business + cafe + food stall )

And I back from KL

Now in Singapore ...

A bundle of events and activities to go ....

Monday I just go east coast cycling with my old mates ... awesome and fun ...

sure , meet my buddy eating food at Tiong and drink what alcohol ...

They plan for going Pub at Clarke Quay ... That's too early-bird planing man ...

But I waiting for it ... I will go there but is drink MILK !!!!

K , God Bless everyone there !

time after time

2009-05-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

IS FINALLY ... I become unemployeed !
Haa ... nothing to blog ... somehow there are a lot of " words " ... I need to speak out !!!

( * I now keep sms-ing with aik due to because of tomorrow dinner !!! )

Whatever ... and NOW !

I wanna thanks to ...

MEGABITES CAFE - this stubborn company basically make me feel a little bit ... erm , disappointing ? Because I pay a lot of heart and work on it , change a lot of things according to my methods to make everything runs well . Somehow , I was treathen like ... SUCKS !!!

Haa , nothing much say but need to say thanks cause they gimme part of the memory with laughing , happy on the special event like Anniversary and Christmas party !!! Thanks and Love ~

thanks to people :

Johnny - From all the way he taught me , played , fooling around , helping him , quarreling , arguing and somemore like to beat each other butts ... whatever stuff we played is because of one word " frinedship " , I knew what he wants and also he knew what I want , somehow he didn't do the thing that I want to me at least I tired and over-worked to help him ... he will cook some fried rice and egg for me ( and us ) to enjoy the meal !!! Thanks to him ... and sorry for being rude and not showing respect to you sometimes when I joked ~

Jasmine - She gave a lot of things ... like gift , bring me to become part of Singapore Harvest Church member ( as a family of LORD ) ... Thanks to her so much , somehow , thanks to her caring all th way and also the way she support me and caring me when I was down and sick !!! Thanks for giving time to learn what is " grew up " and not always get controlled by emotion ~ Sorry for being a lot of complaint about you and saw a lot of your bad habits , and always keep demanding about you ~ Thanks lastly and God Bless you and your family ~~!!!

All aunty ( Lian , Poh , Kim , Yap , Aunty , Audrey , Jenny and Yan ) - Thanks to all of them for giving us a lot of foods ... they are bery supreme as my god mother ... They care about me and always asked me " Have you taken your lunch ? " " Have you taken your dinner ? " " You want eat this food ??? " ... thanks to them very much !
I missed their " mian fen gao " as we all together make the things on saturday ~
I missed their porridge as they all keep busing prepare for me (and us ) to eat ~
I missed their laughter when they are joking each other ~
I missed their complaning about each other when I was become their listener ~
I missed their sharing food and joking each other when we are having our lunch ~
I missed their birthday party with full of laughter when we are playing around using the mic ~
I missed their invitation to go for eating supper when we are working for whole day ~
I remember their sadness and keep holding their shoulder and hands to let them calm down ~
I remember their angry and keep advising them not to over-emotion ~
I remember when we are arguing each other , all we know is just temperarily !
Whatever , thanks to them at last ( this is very appreciate ... )

Thanks to all western department colleagues ( Lun , Fahmi , Jamal , Alex , Pu , Carl , Li Zhen , Joe , Harry , Shawn , Fadli , Pei Pei , Joshua ) - As we all together strive till now , whatever moment we know is " BUSY " ... the lunch crowd !!! It doesn't really matter how fast or slow we can do , but is we try out best ~ thanks to all your guys helping each other as teamwork , for those always playing or resting , it doesn't really matter ! but when need help , they always give us a hand ! And that's I feel what is teamwork !!!
I remember Fahmi the way he like to molest my butts !
I remember Alex the way he served the ladies / girls ~
I remember Jamal always asked for goodbye kiss ~
I remember Joe and I always giving him a big bite on his shoulder !
I remember Pu the way he crash me when busying ~
I remember Shawn , he quit the job when I was join this team ~
I remember Fadli this guy is bery stubborn and he is great !!!
I remember Harry he liked to call me whatever he saw me ~
I remember Lun always asked me Have anything not enough ? ( And my answer is MONEY !! )
I remember Carl always emo when a lot of to do !
I remember Pei Pei always tell me Fahmi is my husband ~~
I remember Li Zhen always give me a kiss when he saw me ~~
I remember Alex and I arguing that time ~
I remember Fahmi scold me and throw thing emo that time ~
I remember Pu and Alex arguing that time !
I remember Harry was terminated after his birthday party !!
I remember Joe always care about me cause he want me to cook Pasta for him !
I remember Lun always make me angry !!!
I remember Fahmi always helped me out when I can't !!!
I remember Fahmi's Malay dishes that he cooked !!!
I remember Alex emo that time when something on him ~
I remember Lun argued with Alex !
I remember Joe always called my name !!!!
I remember Joshua giving me a hug when I was down !!!
I remember Shawn and I sat together in the MRT and chat about his past life !
I remember ... ( There are a lot to let me remember ... somehow ... there still in my mind ! )

Thanks to customer :
the chicken cream upside ( 2 ang mor ) , the chicken mushroom pasta with cream sauce ( the little archuleta ) , the seafood pasta with cream sauce ( the aunty ) , the chicken cream ( india lady ) , the bolognaise and fries ( the ang mor ) , the carbonara / chicken cream ( the big and serious guy - he finally smile when I was last day ... haa , he always looked serious ! ) , the vegetarian pesto ( the china guy lecturer ) , the seafood pasta ( the china lady lecturer ) , the chicken mushroom pasta with more sauce ( NUH staff ) , the fish fillet pasta / chicken mushroom ( NUH staff as Johnny and Alex lovely customers ) , the little boy who always come NUH treatment ( wish him all the best and God Bless on your health ) , the black pepper chicken pasta ( another china big guy ) , the black pepper chicken pasta additional pasta ( the NUS student ) , the Norway salmon pasta ( the ... he always come on afternoon none peak hour ) , the Napolitaine ( the china lady always keep shy ... ) , chicken mushroom and carbonara pasta ( 2 couples of china seldom come ~ )

Whatever is it !
God Bless and Thanks all of them ~~~

The H1N1 Disease !!!~~~

2009-05-27T23:10:00.001+08:00

Singapore confirms first swine flu case: 22-y-o woman
Singapore has confirmed it first swine flu case.

The Ministry of Health announced today that a 22-year-old Singaporean woman returned from New York yesterday and tested positive for the flu virus.

"Singapore has confirmed its first case of influenza A(H1N1)," the ministry said in a statement.
The patient passed through undetected a thermal scanner at Changi Airport. However, later she went to a general practitioner complaining of flu symptoms.

The doctor sent her by ambulance to Tan Tock Seng Hospital's communicable disease centre where she is in a stable condition.

The woman was in New York from May 14-24. She returned on a Singapore Airlines flight at 6:30 am yesterday and developed a cough during the trip.

All her "close contacts" will be quarantined and provided with antiviral medication, the MOH said.

MSN and AFP

Here is the text of the Ministry of Health's statement:

Singapore has confirmed its first case of Influenza A (H1N1-2009). The patient is currently being treated at the Communicable Disease Centre at Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH) and is in stable condition.

2 The patient is a 22-year-old Singaporean female who was in New York from May 14-24. She arrived back in Singapore from New York on SQ25 (Seated at Row 55) on 26 May at 06.30hrs. She began to develop a cough while onboard. She passed the thermal scanner uneventfully as she did not have fever then. Later in the morning, she consulted a GP who decided to send her to TTSH via a 993 ambulance, given her travel history. She was immediately admitted for testing. Laboratory confirmation of her infection was made by midnight of 26 May.

3 The patient has been vigilant in monitoring her own condition and had sought immediate medical attention once she realized that she was unwell. Her attending GP, through his quick response in activating the 993 ambulance for the patient, had also helped to minimize the spread of infection from this case.

4 We have initiated contact tracing of her close contacts. They will be quarantined and provided with antiviral prophylaxis. Passengers who had travelled in the same flight and were seated in rows 52 to 58 are urged to call the hotline at 1800- 333 9999 to enable us to check on their health condition.
Enhanced vigilance

5 The Ministry has reminded all medical practitioners and healthcare institutions to continue to be vigilant to suspect cases. We will continue with temperature screening for passengers entering Singapore at all checkpoints (land, sea and air). All passengers passing through or entering Singapore are given Health Alert Notices on board their flights, advising them to monitor their own health if they have been to affected areas and to seek medical attention immediately if they are not well.

Advice from MOH

6 Singaporeans are reminded to maintain high standards of personal hygiene. This means covering your nose and mouth with a tissue when you sneeze or cough, and washing your hand frequently with soap and water, especially after contact with respiratory secretions (e.g., after sneezing and coughing). We also need the cooperation of everyone to be socially responsible. This means staying home and avoiding crowded places (including trains, buses, offices), putting on a surgical mask and seeing a doctor if you have flu symptoms. MOH advises those who travelled to affected areas to closely monitor their health and seek treatment as soon as possible should they develop symptoms.

7 Members of the public are advised to exercise caution over travel to affected areas. In the event that travel is unavoidable, the public is advised to take precautionary measures such as avoiding crowded areas and maintaining high standards of personal hygiene at all times. However, iff you are unwell with fever and cough but have no travel history to affected areas, please see a doctor and stay at home.

8 MOH is monitoring the situation closely and will update the public should there be any new developments. For more information on Influenza A (H1N1-2009), please access MOH’s website at www.moh.gov.sg, call our hotline at 1800-333 9999, or visit www.flu.gov.sg.

MINISTRY OF HEALTH

27 May 2009

The Plan !~

2009-05-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

The plan was totally ... re-arranged !
I thought I can go to the Sims 3 party on next tuesday ...
But suddenly I received my mom message and the training will be conducted on 1st of Jun !
My first thinking on my mind was ...
" Hah ? How can I get the Sims 3 and go to the party ??? "
I wanna experienced the party as well cause I haven't experience it before !
Dude , this is gonna make me mad and irretating ...
Then I need to rearrange everything and also think about how to get those stuff !
Because the first 500 can get free gift from there in the party ...
I think somebody that can help me ...
first person - Chung Aik ... second person - my buddy ( but she is working ... ) ...
No choice , I called Chung Aik for help ... Look like he is giving me a lot of ... something ...
But I know he can help me out ... ( If not , never mind lor ... no free gift only mah and can't experience the party .. )
Even I asked him help me to get those and free gift ...
I also can't experince the party atmosphere ... Haiz ...
( I wanna go , I wanna go ...... huh ....... no choice ....)

Somehow , I can experince ... flying !!!
I wanna become cabin crew and pilot ... sure ! Why don't I get on board and a ride first before I go for training ?
On sunday I will fly from Singapore to KL ... is a budget airline and also a short distance but somehow I can experince the flying ... and check it out ...
( Will be blog the photo when I back on 14 Jun ! ~ so stay tune ya ... )

I also plan with my friends go for sing K and eat buffet on 13 Jun ....
All cancel and rearrange ... my friend also say ... " Walao ... "
I only can say " Sorry ... sorry .... "
I also didn't think about it the training will conduct so early and make me everything rearranged !

Somehow , the old plan is rearranged ( still unsatisfied cause can't make it for the party and start the new game of The Sims 3 ) but the new plan that proposed ... was ok ... ( still acceptable cause I can relax in my hometown of Malaysia and visit my friend and relatives !!! Most important , the flying experinced ! )

Whatever ...
God Bless everyone and me !
* For those who wanna take part Singapore Idol , quick access to the website and register !!!
( Eh , lucky I didn't take part , if I take part , sure can't go also ... one more thing upsad siu ... )

Whatelse ?

2009-05-24T14:13:00.003+08:00

Talk about something that I can't accept but need to accept it as INSIST TO ...

Erm , left 1 week to go for the job ... that's mean , 6 more days I gonna quit that stupid and stubborn place ... Working place and colleagues there is great just only the head or the management ... Haiz ... dissapointing man ...
Every colleagues somehow will argue or gossip each other ... sure , we are human always hanging a month there and talked nonsense about others ... me too ( but God gimme strength to control not to gossip )
They loved to cook , they loved to chit chat sure they also loved to eat and played ... that's their main traits ...
Whatever it is ...

Leaving is a great thing for me ...
Cause I'm free and no need over-worked ...
Due to my worried always make me worked more than that ~
Haaa , nothing .. is good that work more than that cause I earned more than that !

OK ...
That's nothing , just type as blogging ...
1 week to go and 1 week 2 days for the sims 3 - LET THERE BE SIMS ...

God Bless everyone there ... and me !

Wants ~

2009-05-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

I want to have :

~ Sony Ericsson W 980 i
~ A room
~ The Sims 3
~ Waist Trimmer
~ Great body
~ Piano
~ A party with crazy guys that can squeeze them around
~ go sing KTV whole night

There's a countdown of Top 30 Hits ! David Archuleta still on the chart of his song named " A little Not too over you " and " You found me " by The Fray ~

Enjoy the new hitz ~

God Bless everyone ~

Is June !!!!

2009-05-14T23:44:00.006+08:00

First day of June ? - I will be sleeping until 10 am ... then go for gym ...

Sure there's something like cancel work permit or take for others stuff or go to custom chopped passport whatever is it ... .....

2nd June is BIG BIG BIG DAY !!!
Cause The Sims 3 released finally ... Go and scratch for the game as soon as possible since I pre-order ... * Kia Shu a bit ok ? because I now stepping is Singapore's ground ~

3rd June ... Go shopping ...... for Yui's new single album ... head to HMV at Orchard and grab it !!!

Onwards like go KTV , buffet and chalet birthday's party coming ...
Erm , due to my budget is limited ...

But hope everything can go " cheap cheap !!! "
Yahooo ......

The " Zero Gravity " isn't the original track ... still under recording and will be released new single album same as the " A Little Too Not Over You " ...
So it means the track is arranged and mixed ...
Listen to the song and music ... Voice like normal , sure but isn't natural .... like kind of normal track , majority of singer will additional of their voice but not on this track ...
The song played as : Verse 1 -> Chorus -> Verse 2 -> Chorus -> Music -> Chorus -> ending
Where's the Bridge ?
Supposed have a Bridge ...
Whatever it is ...
God Bless him and everyone ~~!!!

Count down like Zero Gravity !!!

2009-05-13T00:11:00.004+08:00

Walao ...
Is hard to find this song - Zero Gravity !
But lastly search everywhere ! I got it ...

Isn't a new hits ... but a lot of pianist play this song ... is DONE and GREAT !!!

another 20 days to the sims 3 !!!
Get those stuff on times 2 Jun , 2pm at Illuma bugis !!!!

17 days become unemployeed ...
Wakao ...
Work permit no more....
So maybe going back Malaysia awhile ...doing nothing ...
Help my father do car repairing ....

Haa ~
God Bless everyone !

Come and Go !!!

2009-05-09T15:34:00.005+08:00

Is great to hear that ...
I will be leaving my company soon till this end of the month !
Bundle of reason , but will be blog later ( soon or future ) ...

So ?
Future still shade ...
Haa ...

Thanks Lord that my mom is a .......
SINGAPOREAN !
That's means she become part of Singapore citizen no more PR ! ...
Is a good news that soon .... I can have my own room !!!

Haa maybe she can substitute me to become PR ?
Then can go and take part Singapore Idol !
Haa ... too naive !

Be reality ~

Somehow I need to wait and pray for God's leads ...
May God Bless everyone !

To whom wanna take part Singapore Idol , quick access to website and register !

NoNe !

2009-05-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

Is alright to leave the place that I feel is time to leave
No matter what advise whom giving me
Decision is under mine's
Not because the way you treat me
Nor others reasons ...
I just felt alright to walk my future's path
In the brighter sunlight under my way
Of my decision !

Thanks ~
May God Bless everyone !

请关掉电话

2009-05-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

Now What !?!?

2009-05-01T16:06:00.005+08:00

Now I also don't know what ~
So boring and irretating ... >< Can't take part the Singapore Idol because I'm not Singaporean and also PR ! Huh , then no choice ...
Check it out the website :
http://idol.mediacorptv.sg/

I need to focus to my The Sims 3 program which is gonna launch out soon ! 2nd June ~ Pre order for only S$74.90 ... Erm , wanna get it soon ~

Check it out the website !!!

http://thesims3.ea.com.sg/

Whatever it is ... I always think about wanna do the things that I want ... always failed !
Bilakah I akan tender surat resignation ???
Tu yang problem tu ... masalah dalam bila boleh blah dan main game ( the sims 3 ) satu whole day ...
Wahaa ... Tu yang menarik ... I ingin nak pergi take part tu Singapore Idol , tapi tak layak ...
Pun tak kesah ... Tu main aje ... Kalau ku dah jadi PR dan ia organize lagi ... tu memang aku pergi la !!!
Tak hairan ~

Pasal yang nak lari tempat tu ...
Tak kesa la
All I start working since ... the person in charge change a bundle thousand billion things make me feel so so so tired ( you know ... ) Eh ! My leg hurt even stand for awhile ... excuse me ... maybe is joint lose ??? Don't know ...
Yesterday left ...... 4 persons closing and operating ...
Sound enough man-powered !!!
But not ... One went behind kitchen cook sauce and came for help awhile then get back his job at behind !
Newbie ( Not so , transfer here from other outlet ) do griller ...
One do pizza counter !!!
WHO wanna do the plating for the griller ???
WHO wanna take the order ???
WHO wanna top up the ingredients ???
WHO wanna cook pasta ???
WHO wanna serve the customer ???
WHO WHO WHO .... as I capitalized the WHO not World Health Organization but is WHO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who is the person ~~~
I gonna yelled for " Allelujah !!!! "

There's so tired ~
I gonna be so so so benci tempat yang aku kerja ka sini tapi sometimes boleh handle ...
EH ! I control my emotion every moment ...
That's thanks God !!!
Even I always keep teasing by others person pasal aku punya bahasa Inggeris sangat poor ~~~
Tak ape lah ... mereka cuma cakap cakap aje !!!
Bless them who teasing me my English was so poor ^^

That's make me remember one guy also critize me about my keyboard skill ...
So that's why I seldom practice the keyboard ...
Since knew God ! Don't bother what they said but mind what my Lord treat me ~
Cause Lord fair to everyone ~

God Bless and everyone there ~

The pilot ? The dream ~

2009-04-14T00:28:00.004+08:00

Erm ...
I want to fly as a pilot cause I can be free whenever when I was down ...
So fly it slow and easy to feel the air breeze ...
... ...
Check out the airasia blog for more details !!!
( 15 April is the last day for blogging to become pilot )

God Bless !!!

A Complain Letter From Singaporeon !!!

2009-04-12T13:51:00.003+08:00

I don't know who is he ?
But he did mention that he is from NUH ! Sure he is a very professional , intelligent , wisdom person !
HALO , HE IS FROM Emergency Department in NUH !!!!
Because of my dishing out in 20 minutes that he can't save lives ???
What about last time I went to NUH Emergency department for more than 1 hour due to finger get cut by metal and need to stitch ... my finger still hurt and bleeding and keep me waiting for the diagnosis about 1 hour ??? ... What service of Emergency Department ???
Understaffing in the Emergency department ???
HALO ??? Is human lives ... supposed to be a little bit of effective ???
Study a bundle of books for what ??? Just only for the position ???
Or because we as a patient of NUH so we need to pay A LITTLE MORE PATIENT ???
Sucks it !!!

Reasonable a bit alright .... This customer came for dinning my place previous week due to because waiting time of 20 mins ... ( He kept mention that we forgotten his order again and again ... )
Sometimes ... the situation quite messy around , we also don't know what we are doing ( as service ) ... sure HE as a Emergency doctor must understand what !!! So the hospital do have a lot of patient ... then still blurr blurr sotong ... Since he also part of services ... must understand the situation !!!
Not mean he all went wrong ! Thanks for the feeback but what's going on is the second times he came for the meal ... still the same problem occur !!! Waiting for the food 20 mins .....
HALO !!!! Want complain ... change a bit lah ... don't like Pokok cuma tau goyang goyang !!!!
He said we kept forgotten his order ... since we kept forgotten his order then why don't he go to others place take the food ... What for wanna come from far away to take the 20 mins food ???
Since he knows the waiting time is 20 mins ... he still wanna come ....
But the second time he came is in the evening ... he said not busy hour but still keep him waiting for 20 mins ....
Does it sound reasonable ???
He said we forgotten his order ....
So , are we still a staff / employer ???
If we are employer ... we are doing job !!!
Not lazy like the Emergency Department just 2 to 3 doctors !!!! Walao ... Bo Standard Oo ...

All I can say now ...
Is we are in the service , must be responsibility ...
But also wanna thanks to him because all he wants us to improve the service !!!!

Somehow , wisdom human always feel like so action !!!
Act like very professional ... show off or what ...
But they are nothing ... Cause God knows everything than he did !!!

This is my first complain letter !!! ( Yahoo ..... !! IS FROM SINGAPORE LE >..... )
There's no COMPLIMENT letter yet !!! ( Sob ..... )

Conclusion :
No matter how hard we serve to the customers , they always do have the complaints !
You know why ? We as a human won't get 100 % perfection except you are a GOD !!!
I believe God will focus on this matter and give me a bit strength to solve the problem !!!
God Bless everyone !!!

Vids

2009-04-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga - Poker Face

Wow , she's hot in the vids man ...

Special Day

2009-04-02T23:47:00.005+08:00

After the stubborn April Fool Day ~
Halo , some still childish like a babe ... Whatever but they just play for fun ! Don't care about it ....

A special day today ...
Not because of the day make me so special ... is because of the day make me feel so special !
A billion of trouble get to me ...

My *( yah ... ) manager ( erm ) .... not coming today because attending course and is always on thursday ... alright , never mind ...

Then ... my * ( erm .... ) supervisor ... come late .... I had done 80 % of preparation ..... alright , never mind ....

Somehow ... the power system keep cut down .... go to main switch and control it ... again and again ... repeated until .... I call my manager to see how ... but his idea ... erm ... can't be used ... just temporary ... ok , is alright never mind ......

Power system cut down make me busy running from there to here , and wanna cook pasta and serve customer ... and the order were so ... NUTS !!!! ... bundle ... keep coming ...
" Ray , how long will it take for the Carbonara pasta ? "
" Half hour .... "
* but the customer still can wait for it ..... -.- ....
Then after all ... they came back and keep asking how long how long how long ...
" Ah lah ... wait long long lah ... "
No , I didn't speak out ... cause I know kind of this situation ... I must learn to be strong under stress without helping ... and short of manpower ... never mind ... is alright !!!

4 persons facing the queue of pasta , western and pizza !
1 stand at Pizza counter , order , prepare and serve ...
1 stand at Griller cum deep fried counter ...
1 stand at counter as counter crew ...
1 stand at Pasta counter , prepare and serve ...
Then lastly the kitchen helper help us a bit as set up plating for the western food !!!
Still alright , I'm ok .... never mind ....

As a runner of pasta ... somehow we having a promotion of Pasta - Japanese Pasta !!! ...
Different cooking method and ingredients ... ~~~
So make me busying ....
( No demanding ... ) still alive and ok .... never mind !

Tired till 3.30 pm which is started from 12 pm ... HUH ... hate queue but is tired !!!!
Hey , whatelse about the special day ?
Haaa ... a lot of my special and regular customer came today !
The couple of American always buy side dish , the couple of Singaporeon .... they like western food , the gayish of China ............... , the another " David Archuleta " which is always want the pasta in cream sauce , the china guy which he said he tired today always said " To go to go ... " means take away , one of the customer always wants Bolo pasta with a fries ..... , and the important is .... the Resort World Senior HR manager came ... and is great to serve her !!! Cause she come mah !

Special Day ?
Quite so ... Not so ... erm ...
But is tired ... I'm now waiting for Singapore Idol ... cause just for fun mah !!!
When I think about Singapore Idol ... Hey , make me wake up !!!><
God Bless everyone !
Especially for the blogger who blog for the pilot position !!! Good Luck ....
Check out the website for more blog details - http://blog.airasia.com/

Happy Birthday Bro !

2009-03-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

He now 24 years old and we long time no met !
What I can say is ... " Don't disappointing your life if you are still living ! "
He gave me a lot / bundle of advices !
Now all I can say to him ...
" Happy Birthday to ya bro and take good care your body especially the " smoky " item and " watery " bottle ! ... No more racing ... I know you won't cause you have your girl liao ^^ haa "

I miss those things !!!

2009-03-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Sister Liong and her husband ... sure thanks God that I knew them since I was like a youngster of stubborn and childish and playful ...
I was caught by her video cam ... threw inside the sea in the middle of the night ... sucks ... sure also my others roomates ... some of them just willing washed themselves ...
( I wanna asked her for the video ... )

My roomates before I stayed with my sister were so awesome ...
Sure , we arguing ... we fighting ... we laughed ... we caring ... each others ...
Somehow , they all so ... Great ! After school they all sleepy and slept whole afternoon ... some they just got back from tuition ... tired slept without shower ... so do I !!! That's why the mattres always so dirt ...... I'm a maid of them ... cleaning , washing the toilet is part of my duty ... but we do have the schedule but is just " display " ......
Hey ! By the way ... thanks to them for the memory and also the horror movie we saw together ^^

Now ~
Halo time passed like lightning !
Working always cursing in my mind when I graduated in High School ...
Now , working is part of my life ( No more study ... except art lessons or skill lessons )
Hehe ... don't know and I wondering ... still wondering ... where should I head towards to ?

^^
God knows ...
And thanks God ><

The only way is blog

2009-03-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

SINGAPORE, March 12 - If being a pilot is your dream job, one of Asia's fastest-growing budget airlines is seeking staff via an online contest, and no flying experience is necessary.

In a competition similar to the "Best Job in the World" contest to find a caretaker for a tropical Australian island, Malaysian airline AirAsia has launched an online plea for pilots, asking candidates to blog why they should get the job.
"So YOU wanna be a pilot? Simple. What do you have to do? Blog. What? That's it? Yes, you're reading it right. Blog," AirAsia said on its official website .
The airline said 10 finalists will be selected, and they will take part in the first round of AirAsia's new pilot intake, which involves spending a day with pilots at the AirAsia Academy.
Bloggers will only be considered if they meet minimum requirements, which include being aged between 18 and 28, having a good command of English and Bahasa Malaysia and being mentally and physically fit, with good eye sight, the website said.
The competition runs from April 1 to May 15th.
In a spoof video blog entry intended to inspire applicants, airline staff list their reasons for wanting to become a pilot, which range from the flippant -- "getting girls", "money and bling-bling" -- to the more serious -- "this has been a lifelong dream as this is a very important and challenging career, where every single day is different".
On Wednesday, AirAsia's CEO Tony Fernandes told Reuters the airline expects to expand its services and remain resilient this year on the back of good demand for budget travel, despite the global recession.

I get those news from Yahoo! News ...

Sure the first thought in my mind is blog now ... Haaa

I gotta said this is just a good opportunity ...

God Bless my journey to become it Oo ...

The past still HOT !!!!

2009-03-13T21:41:00.004+08:00

A memory music ... That's a lot and all the MV that I recorded in the tape was gone ... Lucky still available on the website ...

I remember 911 - Wonderland , MLTR - Strange Foreign Beauty , Point Break - Stand Tough , Backstreet Boys album ( This band still HOT ! I started my music journey because of this band as the song named " As long as you love me " ) , Britney Spears album ( This little girl always make me remember her when I saw her first MV with the school uniform of " Hit me baby one more time " ) , Smile - Butterfly , Dr Bombay - Curry Rice , 98 Degree band ( This band always make me remember the song " The Hardest Thing " ) , The Moffats - Misery and others song ( " I missed you like crazy " the band of guitarist ... ) , Five - If you gettin down and other like " We will rock you " ( My first learning rap is the song named " If you gettin down " !!! and the song " Until the time is through " ... Huh great song ) , Christina Aguilera - Genie In the Bottle ( Stupid song but I don't know why ... sing it and record it ) , N' Sync - this band I remember the song as " I drive myself crazy " same as Britney 3rd MV as " I drive myself crazy " , the most memorable song of this band is " This I promise you " , Eternity Flame .... , Jennifer Lopez - If you had my love ... ( Stubborn MV that she keep dancing in the house facing the laptop and TV ... ) , then I know others like Micheal Branch , Celine Dion - She also a great singer as the song named " My heart will go on " make her well-known , but others songs like " That's the way it is " , " A new day has come " , " Alive " , and a song named .... erm , the lyrics like this " When I touched you like this , when I kissed you like that .... " I think is " All coming back to me " , this MV is the longest that time I saw , nowaday even much more longer ... is about a rider spirit what the heck is it .... and " I drove all night " , sure soon and later I know from radio like Robertson brother - Over the Mountain , Westlife - Swear it again ( this also the first MV I saw , then 2nd is " If I let you go " ... ) , B B Mark - Out of my head , A 1 ... forget this band liao , this band hits is " Same old brand new you " then I go buy their album , no regret as their album was great but my old folks borrow then no returned so I promised myself no sharing CD with others ) , Atomic Kitten - Nothing In the world ... ( As this music was so special when started ) , Blue - ALL RISE !!!! ( I loved this band because of Lee Ryan ... ) and O Town band so on so on ... Too much ...

And take a look 2 more video's ....

All Star Tribute - Let The Music Heal You Soul ( A lot of meaning in the lyrics ~ )

Enjoy it and Gld Bless !

It just a term !

2009-02-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

Shut up whatever how's damn sucks it happened !
But somehow it turns well ... ok since the things happen ~

Yesterday , it finally happen to me and came to me what's called relationship ...
Hah ...
" Tell me why ... I can't seem to face the truth "
This song hits me when we seperated our way in the MRT ... She sat by my side with a lot of feelings ...
" I will meet my boyfriend at the Changi Airport later 6am ... "
" Ok ... "
We chat a lot while waiting for other friends at the Starbucks Bugis ...
Thanks for her showing her laptop about " assignment " ><

Hah ... I don't know what is called best friend
Somehow , I really know what is feeling ...
What we had chat ... Somehow she let me know there's a chance ...
But I treated like ... hopeless and just did a lot of useless thing in front of her !
All of my thought is ... not a destroyer ... but is wisher ...

" Both of us not marry yet , so we don't know our future , maybe I come to Singapore after I graduated le ... " She told me about her boyfriend and her's thing ...

" I'm just a little too not over you ... "
All I can say ... only that song is the explanation and answer ...

God Bless everyone and her ^^ ...

Your eye telling me how to touch your hand
And I pretending this isn't a right way
To be what I had thought

I can't imaging the future who I will be with
I just passed my day without thinking
Thinking of you in my mind

Reasons always cursing me
Without any single words
I just shut up and step forwards
Reasons always pushing me
Don't know who am I
And I just leave the place
It doesn't belong to me

BuRN Up mY SpIRIt On THiS SeASOn ~

2009-02-15T01:16:00.004+08:00

There's always a loneliness
behind my shadow
Hiding for careless
Is that I want from my life
I blaming myself in stupidity
Cause I don't trust anyone else
From now on
Gotta find my life
I sream , so loudly
because of freedom
to be who I want to be
to be whom I want to be

Today is Valentine's Day , sure ... a tiring day ... after work ( Half day ) went to work out ... I totally out of energy in my mind after I saw the America Idol !!!
Cause I had a lot of imagination about the idol ~~~ is nuts somehow but I wanna try for fun rather than missed it !
I do have a lot of thought after workout ... The journey make me so ...
Erm ... " Halo , Are you a guy ??? "
Why that's a stupid question crash my head suddenly ?
I don't know maybe because .... I saw ...
A lonely girl wearing good custome and listening to Ipod , standing at the side of MRT ...
A pair of couple keep flirting in the center of the MRT ...
A disabled guy can't make his journey to the MRT ...
... ... My mind now so blurr ...

Some songs make me a lot of memory ...
Somehow I will re-progress my blog design and others things .... ( So catch up soon )
Wondering what's my life now ?
No more cabin crew ? Waiting for the other job interview ?
Waiting for The Sims 3 game ? Waiting for the Singapore Idol to take part ?
Waiting to quit this job and relax in house one month ?
Is that my life ?
Or do something that I wish I want to do ....... ( >>><<< I need it ... )
I can't image ...

God Bless everyone then !

" A Little Too Not Over You " ...

2009-02-04T23:36:00.006+08:00

This song " Great ! "

From David Archuleta - A young singer from America Idol !

Halo ... Don't fooling around ... He has a great voice !

Below video is his second vids named " A Little Too Not Over You "

Lyrics there's a lot of meaning .... ( Lyrics are shown at beside column )

Make me remember somebody who is far away from me ...

But she will come here soon ...

Waiting the time to count down ....

P/s : You must buy his album ! NO DOWNLOADING FROM INTERNET !!!!

Game coming soon !

2009-01-31T23:58:00.003+08:00

Coming soon to town ...

The Sims 3

What is The Sims 3 ?

That's why I loved this game !!!

Photo screen

2009-01-31T22:51:00.004+08:00

I loved this post pictures below here ...

( Alone ... ) She is looking for others ...

( 2 persons ... ) A great smile ^^

( 3 persons ... ) With happiness ...

( 4 persons ... ) A perfect family team ...

Act nothing ...

( 5 persons ... ) A generation ...

( 7 persons ... ) That's why I loved this photo ...

I took this photo .... Hey I have a lot of their's photo ...

They don't know Oo ... Cause I take secretly !!! ^^

Haaa

God Bless them make a nice photo screen ...

10 reasons to say " Thanks "

2009-01-28T18:29:00.005+08:00

I would like to thanks ...
1 , My precious Lord , God and Soul who always by my side and guide , lead me the way !
2 , My family out there who giving me a great warm heart and support
3 , My friends and buddies out there who giving a bundle of caring , support and spent the most of their time with me
4 , My old classmates who spent the time together , have fun , tears , memory and team !
5 , My colleagues ... sure , the relationship getting perfect somehow there are part of the memory always stuck in my mind which means the good ones not the worst ones ... Thanks for their team-work , caring , loving ... especially for all the aunties and uncles there !
6 , My old colleagues , thanks to their heart which not forgetting me this person ! I love to help them , cause ... don't know , there's a feeling on it ! ^^
7 , My best friends ... both of them ... great , thanks to them bundle times for caring me due to my emotion , childish , stupidity and stubborn ! ( Halp , wake up la ... don't always think too much ! ... Be reality ... ) they lovvveee to say that ... Sure , now is me to be reality ... in this place ... means environment ! ( Grow up , grow up !!! )
8 , My online's friends , giving me some happiness and ... smile ! and also support from one of my online friend !
9 , the outsider ... thanks for giving me a stupid/cute face , stupid/cute attention on me ... the unknown who helping me ... the course's teacher which I attend ... the interviewer who giving me a chance for learning to be mature ... the receptionist whose helping me a lot ...
10 , customers who like to eat my food and my service ! I will be the best and serve you all cause is my pleasure to serve you guys ^^ ( and also my emotion ... )

Who will you thanks to ?
We always say " Thanks " to everyone , we knew , unknown ... but ... action please ....
So thanks guys ...
and God Bless you and me all the way ...
Happy holiday or schooling ( Whatever la ... )

Lucky is them I met !

2009-01-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks God I met Chung Aik , Hock Zheng , Adeline and Kenneth ...
They all youngster , Yup ! Absolutely ... They are Singaporeon ... somehow ...
But a lot of people meet Jay ( Chung Aik ) ...

Say ...

" He is good ... "

" He is mature ... "

" He is a good team member ... "

Yah ... That's why ...
16 years old ... and make the elder have a good impression on him ...
That's great ~~~
Somehow , there's something happen in my working place but I don't want talk about it much ...
Just make it normal ...
Thanks guys that I meet them ...
God Bless you all ~~ ^^

Is a plan ... ( I may go )

2009-01-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Gonna go to the place tomorrow !!!
And may meet the person again ... ( Dude be there alright ! )

I felt a little bit weird but somehow I know this is God plan for me ...
Erm ... I working due to because living sure also God ! ...
I met a lady on Tuesday and she gave me a card , " Good job ! " ...
The front of the card ... printed ... and behind have the details about there's an opportunity for career in IR ... whatever is it ... what the heck IR is ? ...
I don't know any and much ... somehow I get the card make me ... erm ,
Halo , compliment from Singapore le ... First time you know all the way I worked in service ...
Even others do have say what great job or good service whatever ... Is good to hear ... but somehow the feeling is different ...
Thanks to her ... ^^ I asked my mum and bro regarding this thing and tell me IR is a resort which will operate their business on next year for the casino ... ( Wow ... )
But my way is head to cabin crew Oo ................................ ...
Thursday , when I passed the order in-advance to customer ...
She came again .... and she wanted the card back and passed me her business card and asked me to submit my resume to her ... ........
Erm ... ok ... my mind not so clear that times ....
Full shift all day all week ( also next week .... ) full shift , 830 am to 930 pm ... is weekdays except Friday and Saturday will be 8 hours shift ... Gosh , crazy tiring also didn't get any benifit somehow .... talk about bonus and promoted ... neh .... don't wanna talk about it ... God knows so do I know why ....
She asked me about the pay ... and others thing ...
Great just submit the resume ... ( I just submit .... )
Waiting what's going to be happened ... pray for Lord tomorrow ... and lead me the way ......

Interview today ... erm failed somehow ...
Halo , SIA Oo ... ... erm ...
I have a great passion to become it but somehow always can't get it ...
Sign their contract 10 years if I get the position ... Haaa ( not so ... )
I don't know why ... this times is the easiest question ... just give a intro about ourselves ....
10 selected 2 ... Boring ... When is my turn interview and talk about my things ....
The interviewer ... act like not me ... do others thing like moving paper , write something , look at other place .... that times I lost my confidence ..... I know the interviewer not like me .......
some of the candidates also ... after is done ... the interviewer pay a lot of attention on 2 candidates and smile to them ... I know my chance to be selected is bery bery low ..............
absolutely ..... failed .......
C'mon ... is boring wondering how's the interviewer select the candidates ......
After selected the candidates that's not their passion then quit need to in-take again ...
Just take who loves the job candidates won't that be easy ???
Feel so boring and hatred the interview process ...
Waiting for one hour in the ballroom ....
Did the SIA impression like this ? c'mon ... gimme a break ....
Huh ...... But a lot of people loved to become it and just like idol ....

" There's a career path waiting for you to go why you just head towards wrong path ? "

" Maybe the wrong path needed time ......... "

No demanding ....
Thanks to God lead me the way and gimme the chance ... I may go and try for it ...
Wondering how come the lady came to my cafe and spotted me ...
Not others ....

God Bless ....

Is an idea to become it

2009-01-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

A gorgeous weekend
And I'm a spendthrift in this weekend ( I'm the ones ... )

Not so , I took leave for yesterday cause for the Emirates Airline interview ...
A lot trouble comes upon me ...
Don't know somehow , still the things proccess well and perfectly ...
Thanks to Lord who I trusted Him always ~

Today I sing loudly for the " One Life One Love " and " Thankful " songs ...
The band was awesome ... Sure , I remember him play the guitar damn steadily ...
( Eh , Joshua feel free get back to the cafe and don't just spam at anywhere ...
I know you won't somehow God will ask you come back to pay a visit ...
Don't forget you father is out-station now !!! ^^ )
He is a ... well , hard to explain ... a rich but act like poor ...
Not so , cause he is my boss's son ... ~ Feel stress work with him but somehow he is quite blurr ...
Don't blame him since he willing to help us ... ( Does he ??? )
Don't just say he is blurr , when the guitar is on his hand ...
I'm the ones who is blurr because he is a supreme guitarist when playing the guitar ~
Back to the atmosphere that I was there , workship with the live band and also the lightling set up ! Gorgeous ~~~
Sing loud and enjoy the soul ....
( There's an image that I will take bus 95 go home that night because that night is my last night work in Megabites and go towards my dream to work as a cabin crew .... I smile and say " Finally ... " )

......... I travel to Sengkang alone from Outrum Park .........
Journey make me feel like weird and lonely .... cause I board the last track of train .... No much person there .... I heard the song named " Now Is The Time " by Delirious ... that's wake me up !
I got to Sengkang CC is because I attend the Cabin Crew Talks by the SIA Excutive trainer but he retired a few years ago ... Thanks for the Talks and make me more confidence on the first round !
I plan to sing for the first round .... Haaa , not a singing competition ...
But somehow , I plan only to sing when I'm introducing ...
Not so ... ... There's a lot of mind-disturbing in my head ....
" What if the interviewer asked the candidates ....
Please self-introduce more about yourself and why you wanna join as a cabin crew
in SIA ... ?
.... Should I go for .....
.... Hi , I'm ~~~ , ## years old , I'm currently work as ***** , I like ------- and I wanna join as a cabin crew in SIA because of blah blah blah .... "
I think no more .... I changed now ...
I should go for ......... ( I want present it on the interview that day ! ~ )
The trainer give us some examples on how to present ourselves when we are interviewing ...
Sure there's a tips to hits to ...
And I waiting to go for it the interview ... a challenge and hope to get a good news and bring for you all ....

Somehow , I take a nap ( * fishing ) from the way back to Bukit Batok ...
Sleepy ... and far away ... hope the Circle line done soon ...

Haiz , I depressed somehow when I think about the cabin crew interview ...
Huh , God is there and Angel lift me up ~ Soul gimme the best words from my month ...
I gonna be great and smile from now on !
God Bless me and all ...

2009-01-09T17:51:00.004+08:00

Silly question ...
1~ Do you have any secrets ?
Absolutely

2~ Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you ?
Sure , I hate elder ...

3~ Do you enjoy going to school ?
Mean now or past ?

4~ What would you do with a billion dollars ?
First , saving and make a donation for my church ...
Second , give some for my mum who I spent her a lot of money when I studies
Third , go and travel around the world ....
Fourth , owned private house ...
Fifth , ............. That's a lot .... But hope don't get kidnapped !

5~ Which is more blessed , being loved or loving someone ?
Don't understand kind of this broken English question ....

6~ List out ten favourite songs .
Yui - Love and Truth
Galaxy co-operation sountrack
Delirious - Now is the time
High School Musical 3 soundtrack
...
a lot Oo ....

7~ If the person you admired is attached , what will you do ?
What attach ?

8~ Is there anything that makes you extremely happy ?
not always ....

9~ What makes you angry ?
Irresponsible , boring , unsatisfied , plan failed
( Angry not a good idea for sloving problem .... )

10~ How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
I am pilot or still a cabin crew with my girl friend who is staying in Singapore ....

11~ Who is currently the most important person to you ?
God , family , friends who know me ...

12~ What is the most important thing in life ?
Have Lord ~ Cause He is everything ...

13~ Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
Married but poor .... cause we have the happiness that money can't buy ~

14~ What is your favourite colour ?
Blue , Black & White

15~ If you were to fall in love , which 2 people will you pick ?
What's the first question again ? So ... you know rite ... is secret ...

16~ Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible the things a person has done to you ?
Sure , Halo ... I'm guy ... be liberal ...

17~ What do you want to tell the person you like ?
Telling what ? Telling story ? Children or baby story ?

18~ What kind of person would you fall in love with ?
Caring , loving , understanding ...

19~ List 5 people to pass this on to .
No need la ...

The Sims 3 released on February soon ...
Waiting for it ...

You ( 2 reasons but numberous question ... )

2009-01-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

Still on with ? What's going on till now ?
I keep felling different since I met someone !~
Please don't pay a lot of attention Oo ... somehow I will be a great guy ever Oo ...
And don't ever try to know what am I doing Oo ...

Jika engkau suka engkau yang buat ape , you punya pasal !
Aku tak peduli , kalau you tau ape panggil gila ... Jangan la aysik tengok aku boleh tak ...
Aku tak nak perasaan yang ada aku benar rasakan ...
Kalau you nak tau orang-gau , beritahu atau cakap dengan aku , aku akan cakap dengan you baik belaka tak usah buat ape barang yang bodohkan kita punya ingatan ...
Boleh tak , mysterious people ?

One day pass , one day goes on ... time still running like a water ...
You know when open the water tap , the water keep dripping ... and splash ... ...
Doesn't really matter that I did a lot of things ,
but somehow , I will know that God is know what am I doing ....
Doing for what , doing for WHO ( is the most important .... )
Working always have one need to sacrifice or even more so that the place won't have any trouble .... somehow there's also no need someone who's very middlesome or troublesome ...
That's cause a lot trouble for the people for isn't sacrifing ... somehow , ... suffering ...
That's why , working ... we need to do more than others do ...
So that we can know more about the things that the middlesome or troublesome person won't disturb even talk-cock like a tissue paper in the toilet ...

Oo ... meanwhile ... that's nothing to say as I said - finished ~
Chinese new year not going back ... Yahoo ? Erm ... maybe I didn't feel so tired ...
somehow ... I missed my old mates ...
The Sims 3 pops up on next month ... Anyone wanna support me to buy the game ???
CC interview soon and is time for me to be myself and to be mature and grow up ....
Do I childish as I hang out with friends in the active mood ?
No active mood looks like serious ...
Somehow I may need to control myself to be myself what I want to be in my future ~

Numberous of storyline in my mind .......
I don't know why always a lot of people keep looking at me ~~~
Thanks my aunty uncle colleagues treat us the meal a few days recently cause they hit the lottery prize ...
Waiting for others partimer comes back for the work .... No more one person work for 3 persons of bundle jobs ...
CC LOL !!! To be fly honestly ....
Somehow , I wanna be fit ~~~ ^^
And God always lead me the way , to be like HIM !!!
God Bless everyone and me .....

The memory of 08

2009-01-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

The Memory Of 2008 ...

01 Jan - Happy New Year in 2008 !

06 Jan - I started my Pop Composing Music in LeeWeiSong Music School in 2007

01 Feb - This year 2008 have 366 days !

14 Feb - Valentine's Day ! ( No celebration .... )

01 Apr - April's Fool !!! ( Don't be childish la )

15 Apr - Melaka Historic Day ! ( Just only Melaka state of Malaysia - public holiday ! )

22 Apr - Earth Day ... ( Go Green with SMRT ! ... Recycle , reused , reduce , refuse ... )

01 May - Labour Day ( No working no working no working ... )

02 May - Myanmar Taufan , pray for the victim ...

13 May - ShiChuan - China , and others area effected by serious earthquake ! Pray for the

victim ....

19 May - Vesak Day

07 Jul - Force attack in London ... ( a few years ago )

10 Jul - Friendship Anniversary in 4th !

19 Jul - SIA cabin crew interview ...

08 Aug - Oylimpic in Beijing !

09 Aug - Singapore Anniversary ! ( Majula Singapura , majula Singapura !!! ~~~ )

27 Aug - 1 year working in Megabites cafe

28 Aug - I'm free !!!

31 Aug - Malaysia Anniversary !

11 Sep - Force Attack in London ~

18 Sep - Started my basic Japanese course !

01 Oct - Selamat Hari Raya ~

05 Oct - Animal World Day

27 Oct - Deepavali's Day ...

29 Oct - Senior Graduation Anniversary in 3rd !

11 Nov - Swimming course in today !

20 Nov - Japanese course ended , I'm, graudate without any how to say ....

23 Nov - SIA cabin crew interview again ...

15 Dec - I graduated in LeeWeiSong Music School

15 Dec - Selected by online applying for the SIA cabin crew !

16 Dec - Swimming course ended today !

24 Dec - Christmas Eve

25 Dec - Christmas Day !

26 Dec - Tsunami Memory Day , pray for the victim !

31 Dec - New Year Eve !

* Somehow , I missed 2 important event as the economic finance day ( means the global economic went down ) and also the milk poisoning that's happen in China which effect global ....

God Bless in my year of 2009 and also the whole world of everyone ...

God Bless !

My Wish

2008-12-25T22:57:00.007+08:00

There's a song called My Wish by Rascal Flatts !~

> Become a cabin crew - succeed in the interview , go for training and work on it !
> Rest for 1 week , go for gym to workout ~
> Have a great and fit body of myself
> Have PS 3 to play LOST ...
> Have a Palsma TV in my room ~
> Go celebrate some event that's make me have a good memory ~
> Have a laptop
> Fly to others country , enjoy food and relax ...
> Relax on the Hawaii Beach ...
> Have a house in Singapore
> Get my accompanion ( Someone that's mine ... ^^ )
> Have a full original Yui's CD collection !
> Have 3 credit cards
> Can drive in Singapore with a gorgeous car ( Not taxi , bus ... )
> Become a pilot
> Own a plane / helicopter
> Travel to universe ~
> With my current colleagues have a memorable dinner !
> Feeling of God in my soul ! ( Important to have it .. )
> Slim my body that's don't have tummy but 6 packs ...
> Be an actor and act for High School Musical 4 with others actor/actress
> Know 5 air stewardess ...
> Play piano peacefully in my living room alone
> Sing KTV with my bunch of friends whole night till next day go for breakfast then sleep ...
> Compose a song by my ownself
> Have a band that's a team and have its name ...
> Go competition of Project Superstar !
> Have all The Sims original games !
> Have a sound mixer engine ... ( I'm a sound engineer ! )
> Go studio record my own song as a single CD !
> With my accompanion at beach flirting ...
> Have a full body check up
> Go massage whole body ...
> Want eat Duck Mee at Melaka !
> Give my parents to have a peace day ... relax
> Want eat my mom dishes that's she cooked ...
> Earn money that's enough for me to use !
> Donate money to someone who need most ...
> Go find Kurt ! ... ( Haa , he is busy guy and fly well as a cabin crew ... )
> Celebrate Hallowen !!!!
> Celebrate Christmas at other country !!!
> Countdown New Year to 2020 ....
> Have a perfect match , family ...
> Become a part of Harvest Singapore Church choir member
> Become singer leader of Harvest Singapore Church ... ( haa haaa ... ^^ )
> One light on me when I singing ( Means everyone pay attention on my talent show ... ) { ehh ... so hao lian ... } ....
> Read bible everyday and pray God !!!
> Hear sound of Lord ...

All my wish lists is just my thinking of wishing ... some is meaningless ...
God wants us to be like Him , don't need to much things to satisfy ...
May cause ourselves trouble on the things ...
Just be like Him , and God will let us have everything that we want perhaps the things isn't too over ... God will knows , don't hestitate ... no rush what God's giving ...
The final giving is the best than the first giving ...

May God Bless you all and me on the next year important event !!!

2008-12-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone ...
My life so enjoying somehow have a lot of things happen ... no matter how's it ...
There's always a way to solve it ...

Countdown few days to New Year to 2009 ...
In 2009 , I will become cabin crew liao ...
Haa Haa , trust God surely will give me the position , if not maybe it is because not on time to become it !

Countdown few weeks to important event ...
Is in 2009 , I don't wondering but I will find out what's the method to become the perfect interviewee ... and to be succeed ...

God , thanks ...

Working ?
Haa , I have something to say ...
In my heart to say ... supposed I get the Best Award Staff in my cafe but ....
Because someone keep demanding , comparing and talk back-side thing make me heard felt so irretating then I give up that award to others person , mean choose other instead of me ...
I told my best friend regarding this ... She scold me stupid !
Supposed that award is yours , the thing is you , just take it don't bother others people say !
Because they are jealous or others reasons , just don't bother cause the award is value for you to take !
Haahaa , quite reasonable ...
But I don't think too much ... Since so care about that award just let you get it ...
Me is me , I do the best myself to be responsible everything that I wanna do ... OK ...

When it turns to my boss have a speech ...
Oh ... A billion question in my mind burst out ...
" Be hardworking ... so that you can promote ... "
Lastly , they promoted others people ... not me like working here for 1 years more ...
Might be because of my last attitude problem ... So can't get promoted !
Somehow also because I told to my supervisor that I don't want get promoted !
So he respect my request !
Will that stupid ?
Somehow ... for others thought ... maybe ...
For me , I think when hearing the boss speech cause felt so ... boring ... but I also not so hopeful to be promoted ...
Why ? Less pay ? More job ?
Haa haa , sure Oo ... I think ... Hee Hee ...

Christmas Eve today , but is pass now is Christmas Day !
My hope is celebrate with my friends , drink and chat and play ... after all walking in the white snow at the park !~
My wish ...

" My Life " video that I created in Window Movie Maker can't upload ...
Because of file problem ...
So it might that sometimes to upload !

When I smile

I look at you

You ask me why

No reason to answer

Just keep silence to be the best

No reason to say

Just pretend silence that I don't know

I wanna know more about you

Afraid that make a stupid mistake

In the first step

Lost the second step

No more others chance

I wanna know more about you

How to become a friend of you

In the first step

Last longer to ever

No more others chance

I know you

Looking at me

I pretend I don't know

I know you

Talking about me

I pretend I wanna know

I know you

the reason of question

God Bless all and me for the future journey ...

^^ Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2009

2008-12-18T23:18:00.005+08:00

Halo ...
Go to SIA cabin crew interview a lot of times , but unsuccess !
What's going on ?
I wondering is because of my appearance , or because of my eye-contact ?
Seriously ? I don't know what happen ... But I will found out by myself ...
So that I can fly freedom soon ...

Went to interview that I was selected as shortlisted !
So glad that I was selected for going interview but went to the SIA training centre ... the place was so strict full of security ... Like a palace ... Huh ~

Just like normal interview that it have 4 rounds ...
I terminated in first round again !!!
A simple question .... But make me feel so ... easily but also make me nervous at last ...
How come ?
Felt disappointed but need to work after that ...
I drop an email to Kurt , thanks for his advice at last make me don't give up !
Sure one day will like him fly all around the world !
Thanks bro ...

All want to know is ... to be myself how to become a cabin crew !
When I'm a cabin crew , want to know how to become a good cabin crew !
When I'm a good cabin crew , want to know how to become one of myself image ...
Haha , Life's goes on , treasure it or lost it is wastage ...
One life's for me to be live up , then I wanna become who I want to be !
Because my life's path just one walk to the end , no turning back !
No U-turn , No reverse , No stopped , No emengercy break , No free gear ...

Future ...
Waiting for BBQ with my KFC colleagues , thanks to Chung Aik organized this event !!! ^^
Waiting for Christmas party at SunBristo next Monday night ....
Waiting for attending some event and to important event !!! ~~~

God Bless my journey especially the event that very important to me ~~
God Bless everyone as well ~

A scheduled life

2008-12-01T00:37:00.003+08:00

Oo ... LONG time no blogging ~
Maybe is because of busying on my all courses recently !
I graduated my Japanese Course at Cambridge Institute ~ finally I just knew how to say ...
" Suki deska ? " ... Or " toire wa doko deska ? " .... Something that's called sentence ~

As well , I attended a swimming course that make me enjoying now !
Thanks to the instrutor for his patient because of my stupid swimming .... but practice makes perfect !

I just finished my cabin crew online course ~
Felt so free and easy ...
Just waiting for interview ( but I haven't submit my resume yet ~ )

Recently ?
Happened a lot of things ~
Always there's something happen ... that's called life ~ just see how to treat on them ~

Music is my dream passion because of some reasons ...
I decide to change my path to become more reality as a crew of airlines ...
Sure , my music spirit still buring like a fire ...
I knew how to sing my own song with my own style ...
That's me ...

God bless everyone and me myself ...

Just a minute as an hour

2008-10-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Watashi no Ray desu . Anata no oname wa nandesuka ? ...
Learning Japanese quite difficult but is fun especially their pronouciation ! ...
Now I know , all Japan citizen ... the way they talk and communication is very important and respect to each other !
So , I'm learning ! ~
Thanks JJ accompany me on way back home and talk about future path !
Sure he have a lot of experience ( quite so ) ... Might be considered about what he told me ... sure thanks for my future challenge that he reminded me !

Today working ?
Don't know how to explain somehow I felt ... erm ~ JUST WORKING !
Tomorrow there will be 2 person leaving ... One is Megabite staff as my colleague who is helping kitchen stuff another is outside stall that she is staff as well ~ thanks to both of them and helping me and serving what I need !~~~ ^^ God blessing them all the way after their leaving the job !~

Yes!!!!! I finally can go sing K one more time ! Sure I will shout and yell and dance in the K box room like a nuts !!~~~ You know , I love to go sing K !!! ~~~
Must sing the song " wei le ni er huo " .... ~~~~ ^^

Also good news for me ( might be ) ... The cabin crew online course now is under checking and said that my profile didn't found out ~~~ I felt so weird last time said about the IT problem regarding the PayPal ... then today the in charge person called me and talked about the profile didn't register and found out from the Headquaters ... A lying somehow ? Or ~~~ I keep thinking is that this online course is a lying ? or ? ~~~
( Thinking too much ~~ )

Anywhere how , waiting the in charge person called me tomorrow , and see the situation whether can make it as soon as possible for me to attend the course !

Wish me Good luck on my journey and blessing me always ! God Bless ~
As well as people who known me ~ God Bless them ~
My family , sure !!!

Make it sense a bit ( LA ..... )

2008-10-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

There's a sound always surrounding me is ... Don't think too much about your cabin crew !!! C'mon , sure I didn't think about it ! Cause God will lead me the way to become a cabin crew Oo ...
Trust it rather than trust our own ability that is limited ~
GOD IS UNLIMITED !!!
Gorgeous ...
Love God always and blessing me !

Cabin crew ... cabin crew ... cabin crew ...

Soon enough !

2008-10-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

I just now type a quite long blog ...
but suddenly ...
the web page error !
Sick on it ...

Huh , I now currently waiting for cabin crew IT error connection to be fixed and I can attend the course !
Waiting for more cabin crew interview !
Waiting for Japanese course completion certificate !
Waiting to quit the job ...
Somehow spirit told me don't keep mention about quiting the job as I wish to do so ...

I remember part of the blog just now I blog ...
Envy Kurt , flying hard in Thai airline !
Been in Singapore , Bangkok and Malaysia - KL ~~ Gonna hit me up then !
Whatever....

Sure today is Deepavali ... now the time is 11.51 pm , monday , 27 October 2008 !~
Day passed by , time keep running , my life jeep goes on , i must be more handsome ( sure I am ) , more energetic , more fit , more stable and more mature !
Sure , thats me ...
May God lead me the way to go the path as I wish but also is Him planned for me ...

God Bless me and everyone !

...

2008-10-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

I have one thing to say ...
tomorrow then update blog !

I hate working in this company ...

But for my future I need to stay alive stay alive !

God always by my side ...

And I want be like Him !

God Bless ...

Oo ..

2008-10-11T10:52:00.002+08:00

What if ... I become a cabin crew ?
What if ... I quit my current job now ?
What if ... Have you heard this song " What if " by Lene Marlin ?
Is a good song that I knew from The Sims Pets game soundtrack /

A long journey pass by in that company ...
Now they wanna change their rule and policy ... Quite a lot ...
( @$#@@$@$$!%%!$@##& ... is useless to say much like that just ignore ! )

Wanna continue do ? Just shut the month up and stick on the job ...
Don't wanna do ? Then just attend the resign letter ...

When we all colleague stick together having the lunch always say wanna quit what blah blah whatever Lol ...
Urgh ... Just ignore it ...

Chung Aik came to my place work as pizza maker ... New collegaue !
Whatever , but I still know what he is doing ...
For others of them always keep saying something what what ...
What else they can say ?
" He is very tall ! " " How old is he ? " ... Does he looks like 20 plus ? and just finish college ? or University ?
Whatever ... is just like that !

Now my future path is wondering around ...
Soon ... The Sims 3 released next year ...
High School Musical 3 show on 18 Oct ...
But I didn't catch the High School Musical 2 yet ...
Whatever ... Waiting for attending cabin crew course ... soon !
Another 6 lessons complete my Japanese course !
Blog about my Japanese course , honest ... is fun that I attend that class ...
My Japanese teacher also is a Mediacorp's DJ , We just knew few days ago ... Wanna go and listen her live studio ...

Whatelse I can blog le ?
Not much ...
Till here then and ... God Bless the path on my journey !

...

2008-10-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

A long story either or not ...
Quite a lot of problem happen now and all the way ...
Somehow I need to be mature liao not like child ...
So childish and don't know how to solve by the way ...
but somehow .. all I need is time !

My mom get a high blood pressure ...
Next sunday gonna went back and see the doctor again to get the report after her exam ... and the report is out ...
Need to check whether is it so serious ...
...
...

Updated ...

2008-09-28T16:12:00.004+08:00

I'm back again ... always with the normal mood and facing the same thing everyday !

Eh , so boring everytime do the same thing ... demanding also no choice keep look forward what I should do then ok liao ...

Just don't know what I need to say now ...
Facing the thing is as tired always !!!

...

What I should say ?

Erm ... the interview will conduct in KL the following Sunday !
So far away and sure that the first I think is wanna go down there and go for the interview !
Gosh ... too nervous on it ....

Upgrade myself till I complete my Japanese language first then take the English course ...
Don't know ...
Huh , let God lead the way !

Everytime ...

2008-09-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

1 month no changing of myself ...
Wondering everytime ... Not so , trust that I can be the cabin crew !
You know why ? They every month need new crew ... last month 24 Aug ...
This month ? Drop on 21 ...
Haiz , sure I have the chance ... God gimme the way that is belongs to me ...
Huh , now I concertrate on studying as upgrade myself and improve myself ... cause now I know that my every language ... just like don't know what am I talking sometimes recently ...

Haiz , a lot things happen ...
August I moved out ( again ) cause that aunty somethings wrong then me and my brother just moved out to other place that better than we ever thought ... Good owner , good place and environment ... may thanks to God , gimme a chance of learning how to handle living ...
So so ? My birth on 28th Aug ...
Not so so that I get ... My buddy here celebrate with me after a few days ...
That day quite boring and moody so didn't spend my mood to play ... Maybe is because need to move house the second day ? and the working make me felt so irretating ... that day ... ?
But thanks to them present me a memory " note book " ... as a photo book ? Haha , thanks make me appreciate ... Thanks God can know of them 4 so good ... not naughty but quite ... erm ... " degil " ? whatever , they are good as I knew all the day since I met them in KFC ...
They care about me and also each others ... so since they are teenager and also facing tissue paper exam ... then don't disturb always or ask them for going out ... and me ? Working , surely went for interview Starbucks ... failed ... maybe as the interviewer asked me a lot of customer service question ... and lastly she told me that only shortlisted ... never mind ... because that time , my mood felt so ... differently , thought don't wanna quit the job yet ... yap , everytime keep nagging the pay so low and a lot of stuff to do ... Is that so ? Or because of environment movement cause felt so irretating for continuing to work ... ? I don't know ...
I sometimes so angry the management here ... " Why these and that ... "
And I sometimes felt so hatred why the supervisor like that ?
I love to compare everytime I working ... Because of Compare that word ...
let me fell over to the h*ll ... Thanks to angel who pull me out from that place and lift me up again to heaven as higher as I didn't think ...

Everytime I just follow my soul as what I wish to do ...
Then felt so different ... Hard to understand , and I also need some more time to understand knowing God , loves each others and not hatred what I doing now as to be a son of the God !

How many times I said wanna quit because of the job ...

a lot , numberless ! But I try to control myself as to finish japanese course , customer service course , and also english course !!!

All I need to say behave myself !
Easy to say sometimes , hard to take action when the scene can't be cut out ! ...
Whatever it is ... I always believe in God ....

There's nothing to type or say ...
Just do as I wish !!!
God Bless everyone and myself !

my LIFE now ...

2008-07-31T19:25:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to say the life now that I " running " ...
Quite tired and so excited ...
Hope this and that ... but will it be ok that I just step back and go others place ?
Whatever ...

Now need to ...
A lot of things to do ... but all I want to is ... wait ...
Can I just make it fast ?
Oh ... but a lot of things happened in my working place ...
And felt so ... irretating ...

Whatever now ...
Now , go for course the cabin crew course and language ...
Then maybe will get a career of cabin crew ?
Wish me luck to be a cabin crew that I can fly everywhere !
God Bless then ....

Still insist to

2008-07-22T18:32:00.003+08:00

Look out what people have done recently ...
Nothing just split...
Yesterday went Sweden cafe ... enjoying the food one person !
Damn nice Oo .... wanna go soon ....

Lets say about the interview about cabin crew ....
I'm waiting for others timing interview again ...
I don't know yet !
But still have a chance to interview again ...
My results and others thing ... I need to upgrade myself ...
But as a cabin crew and working .... nothing ... just working ....

All pray will do ! ...
God lead the way as He will wish me luck on the journey !
God Bless all

2008-07-19T17:02:00.004+08:00

...
Noted as a quite a long time didn't updated the blog
By the way , all the journey now from there and here ...
Felt so ... ok ... just wait to have good place to head towards !
What else I need to say but I don't know yet cause now I saw a lot of thing tnat happened in front of me without any plan ... I used to it ...
As like I said ... keep praying ...

Today is the interview of second time ...
I haven't enter to the ballroom yet just reaching outside the register counter ... and mention that my english subject is just B6 ... ok ... cause my secondary school as independant school and the standard quite high ... not just that and my oral passed is done ...
Working is as about the experience not just the certificate or what diploma ...
but surely now the world or somehow " the standard " of that career needed the certificate as a good result not so ... but experience can't buy from any school or even college !
Fact , they still need the certificate as english result as B4 min not B6 ...
Asked me to take any others course then come back for interview Oo ...
Meaning ? still have somemore interview in every month or ???

Whatever ...
Maybe go take some language course and others thing to improve myself ...
I also felt that now I working in this place ... my language or ... getting worst ... maybe too less reading or writing ........ Erm ....
Surely .......

Well ? I live in Bukit Batok ! the 3rd week ....
Ok , the aunty keep nagging her son .... and felt so annoying ... c'mon ... is the middle of the night ...
how can I sleep in that time ?
Somehow , ... I also tired of job .... meaning after one day working full shift ... tired ...
Honestly ... felt like I changed a bit after throwing the plate .......
Soon enough ! will become a cabin crew and pilot ...
Just pray !
Thanks God !
Believe Him , he will lead the way in bright not in the darkness

2008-06-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Smile and let go the grip that I think ...
Always there's some annoying happen in front of me !
But thanks God give me the happiness all the way !
Now have the perfect mood all the way didn't have boring mood somehow ...
But when sudden felt so disappointed myself ...
Get others thing happen ... then my mood so moody then keep griping about these and that ....

No matter what !
Thanks God lead me the way and give me the strength to face the day that He plan for !
Thanks ....
God Bless everyone !!

How far I get here , always there's a way ... a similiar way to get there

2008-06-14T21:45:00.027+08:00

Thanks to Kurt for all the way of my asking !
Thanks bro !
And now I still waiting for the asking and replying by Kurt !

Basically as a cabin crew ... what else we gotta to know ?
I don't know ... I just feel like wanna get that job !
I try to be professional a bit ... Be patient as well ... ^^

Anyway how ... plan to get that job ...
and must succeed !!!
And I'm not giving up !!! ^^ fly .... as pilot !!! ...

Thanks to Hock and Ade for supporting ... Eh , supporting is very important as an encourage !
Whatever ... ^^ by the way how now don't know then wait ...
God plan for it !!!
God bless all !

2008-06-14T21:45:00.025+08:00

I wanna scream and say I want quit this job and get that job that I failed !!!
I wanna yelled that I want get a house soon not need to move around anymore !!!

Problem not so big
Just need to wait for God plan !

Once I can take it as experience will do Oo
Next sunday moving house to Bukit Batok and also D and D at Singapore Flyer !!!
Glad ... not so ... just 40 % ... some because of living others places , need to suit the environment !
Somemore and interview fail ...
anywhere how , lucky I didn't feel so confidence on it ....

Now is just because need to work or somehow find others job ?
My buddy here so caring about it and also my old colleague called me and sms me ...
But felt so disappointed that I failed ... Will that be good if I succeed then everyone happy that I got this job ???
I saw the message that hock wanna celebrate for me if I got that job ...
Hahas ... thanks dude , is a good advice and good start if I got that job ...
but not so ... the chance too low ...
I think a lot of stuff ... Since I worked all the long way ...
KFC malaysia , score 100% champs , get reward by AM ... so glad ... the all class I attended ...
The procedure ....
Then why the interview didn't ask any question from us just asked one question of How do we think about Singapore tourism ?
Is that important become a cabin crew need to know Singapore well ?
Yes , it is ... but as service crew supposed is see the experience we have not just one question of about the singapore tourism then can select the applicant ... is that fair somehow ?
Not mean I well experienced ... but a least have a face to face interview ... asked about the experienced we have , and see the original certificate !
Not mean all the results written on the application form is perfect ! ...
Some maybe can buy from ... buy certificate or what ...
I know there's a lot of applicant ... a least can face the applicant since everyone have the mood for interviewing ...
Don't know what else I wanna say ...
Not selected ... what else ? Hope God give them a peace heart then call me for second interview Oo ....
But the applicant who is selected the age around 25 - 28 something ... I didn't ask much just view a while ... ... all mature and smart and steady !

I being wait for the interview 1 hour more ...
just one question then terminate .....
Look like is a survivor game or like somekind of project superstar mah ......
Anything ...
The more I type ... just like keep gripping ....
Maybe is a challenge now ....
Thanks God ....
God Bless all and me ...

2008-06-14T21:45:00.022+08:00

I fail my interview !
But somehow I feel like so boring in my life ...
Went to sing , fail this and that ...
Went to pilot or cabin crew , fail this and that ...
So how ?
No more path to go throught ?

2008-06-14T21:45:00.020+08:00

I don't know now ?
I don't know what I want to type ...
I just want to say this thing ... so confusing ?
For me like this too headache ... How can I just do kind of this thing ( again ? )
Too selfish for myself ...... and also irresposible what deal can make it ...
I so stunned now ... my finger keep moving on nothing ... typing nothing ...
Is this a small problem ? Is it not nessecery to make it like a big deal ?
Or just like happen a big something or what else then ?
I hate problem but don't know why my temper always so bad ... not just so warm and calm down easily ... since it happened ... what else I can say ? The good and bad ... .......
No point for the responsibilty like that , just do it to others place ...
Type what then ?
No need to type ... Just nothing !